Is this love? // Bradley will Simpson fanfic//

Chapter 14

------------------------ BRADS POV------------------------

Where am I? What happened? Where's tasha? All of these thoughts bounced around my painful head as I try to remember what has happened and where I am. I eyes are sore and the light is too bright- to bright to open them. Finally I prise my eyes open, though I shut them almost instantly after because the light really is so bright. Eventually I get used to it. I look round and see that all of the walls are white I'm in not I'm my bedroom. I'm in hospital...

The door handle opens and someone walks in, however I can't tell who because they're wearing a huge hoodie with the hood up. My hoodie?!
"Tasha" I whimper. Though the sound nearly comes out.
"Tasha baby" I repeat, louder this time.
Her head shoots at my direction. She looks dead, and as if she hasn't slept in forever.
"Br..brad" she asks with her shakes voice.
"Yeah, baby it's me" I whisper.
"Omg Brad, I'm so sorry I love you so much! Your awake!" She's crying and I don't know why. Then I get a flash back of something bright, headlights? CRASH. The loud noise fills my head and my body shakes with memory of the impact. I got ran over.
"How.. How long have I been asleep" I ask worriedly.
"You weren't asleep" she sobbed, still crying.
"You have been in a coma for the last 2 months! Everyone's back at school now and you boys are becoming so much more famous, when the lads tweeted about what's happened with you, everyone's been so worried and you have even trended on Twitter, the hash tag was #BradSimpsonToGetBetter" I smiled so much, just hearing her voice and seeing her smile, only something I have seen in my dreams for the last 2 months.
"That's great" I grinned. But the smile fell from her face and all of a sudden she looked really serious and upset.
"Brad" she started.
"What is it" i ushered.
"You know, I didn't kiss Niall right? He kissed me and you walked out the second it happened. I was literally pushing him away. I love you brad" she said, almost crying, she obviously felt guilty.
I didn't speak I just lifted up the blanket beside me and patted it, indicating her to get up and get in with me. She did.

"Tasha, I know! I was just mad! I love you so much you know, please can we be together again?" I asked and she grinned.
"Of course we can Bradley. I love you" she smiled again. I lent in and kissed her, desperately. I hadn't kissed her in over 2 months. I broke the kiss briefly...
"I haven't kissed you in over 2 months, we have a lot to catch up on" I winked and said it in a sexy tone.
"Yes we do" she said breathlessly before I kissed her again. After just cuddling for about 5 minutes, she decided to tell everyone that I had woken up. I was greeted by all of friends and family, the band were there too and so was Jasmin. One direction and 1975 turned up a bit later... Niall even came and he apologised a lot and I decided to forgive him... Though it's never going to be forgotten?

About 3 hours later after some boring medical checks, I was discharged from hospital. Tasha was sleeping at my house tonight, and after being in a coma and breaking up with her, I never want her out of my sight again. She's my one and only. I love her with all of my heart.

------------------- TASHAS POV ---------------------
"I love you so much" I said, once I had brushed my teeth and changed into one of brads old tops and his boxers as shorts.
"I know that's all you've said all day" he giggles, as he pulled my body closer to his.
"I know, but I just want to make sure you know it" I giggled.
"I know you do, but I love you more" he kissed everywhere on my face apart from my mouth, teasing me.
"Just kiss me!" I started to get a bit impatient!
"Someone's eager" he laughed before kissing me soft and tenderly. I opened my mouth to speak but he put his hand over it.
"If you tell me you love me again there's going to be trouble" he tried to keep a straight face but failed miserably. I nodded and turned away from him, so he couldn't see me smirking.
"I love you too" I laughed so loud. He didn't respond, so I turned round to see if he was asleep and as I rolled over he had his face there so my lips hit his. It shocked me and he was like literally crying on the floor laughing. I was laughing too.

Then he stood opposite me and picked me up so that my legs were wrapped around his waist. I though that he would drop me on the bed but he didn't. Instead he walked over to he full length mirror in him room, took out his phone and took a picture, it was so cute! Even though my bum was hanging out and I was wearing his t-shirt and boxers!
"Let's go to sleep, I'm tired" I yawned.
"I've just had 2 months worth of sleep, I need some time to spend with my girl, we still have a lot of kisses to catch up on!" He pouted.
"Fine" I smiled, "what shall we do?" I asked.
"How about we go on a walk" he asked.
"Sounds cute" I smiled.

I slipped on my black leather converse and stole brads jack wills hoodie.
"Oh I like you hoodie" he laughed as he laced our fingers together.
"Thanks" I winked. We walked through the door and started walking. It was 10pm so the streets were dark and empty, we just walked silently enjoying each others company.

"I missed you" he said.
"I missed you more" I replied.
"I'm glad I have you Tasha."
"Me too" I smiled.
"I was thinking, you know because school is almost over? We have like 3 weeks till we're finished?" he said.
"Yeah..."
"I think you should come to my house a lot more! Because my mum and dad are always out or in a different country because of their work, and I'm always lonely." He said.
"I'd love to, I may as well move im" I laughed.
"You should haha, let's head back now" he kissed the top of my head and I nodded.

We got about 5 minutes away and it it started raining.
"Ar my hair!" I moaned. I was putting my hood up when Brad grabbed it and put it back down. He then brushed all of the stray wet hairs away from my face.
"Your so beautiful Tasha, why don't you understand?" He looked into my eyes, from left to right, serval times like he was trying to read me.
"No body has ever really told me before you" I looked down. He lifted my chin up- forcing me to look into his giant brown eyes.
"You shouldn't have to be told, you should see your self as beautiful, because everyone else does"

I don't know why but I started crying, no one has ever been like this before with me, I've only ever had a past of bad relationships. I've been abused before for Christ sake!

"I'm so glad that I've found someone loving like you, please, never leave me" I sobbed for like the 10th time today.
"Il never leave you! And I will always protect you. How someone could hurt you and make you do things I will never understand. Tasha you are my life." Those words hit me. And they hit me hard. I didn't what else to do but grab him and kiss him. I've never felt like this before and I don't know what it is.

His touch makes my body hot and sends shivers all over me. I suddenly can't breathe and I need to kiss him. I have to. My stomach is doing infinite flips and I have so much adrenalin. Bradley Will Simpson will be the death of me... As soon as we got into the house again we ran upstairs and he picked me up again and lay me down on his bed.

Our kisses were different. They were full of lust and desperation. He was in between my legs, holding him self up over me. We broke the kiss and I pulled off his shirt and threw it across the room, he then did the same to me. I could help but feel nervous because I know exactly where it's going. After all my history has been horrific. I trust Brad though, he would never force me to have sex with him. Never in a million years.

"Are you sure" Brad asked, both concerned and caught in the moment.
"Yes" I replied confidently.
"I love you beautiful"
"I love you too".
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Because I made you cry at the last chapter- I though I'd make it up to you by being EXTRA cute.

I CANT WRITE SMUT! I think it's so awkward! Especially having a school friend on here!

If anyone wants to write smut for my story and I will credit it to them private message me!!!

If anyone actually still reads this... I LOVE YOU.

- Nicole ️xx