It Happened (book two of Is This Real)

Comic con

Madison POV

So im stuck at home, alone. I grab my phone to see everyone telling me to turn on the tv to AMC.

I turn the t.v. on and flip to the channel, i see that it is comic con, i see that the whole walking dead cast is there. And there going to interview all of them.

They get to the last one which is Chandler, the interviewer askes him a question. "Hi Chandler. So one quick question do you have a special lady in your life?"

I smile as i see Chandler chuckle and nod, "yes, her name is Madison. And i love her, she is my life!"

The interviewer laughs, "so it was the girl on the show with you? Is that Madison?"

"Yes."

"Well guys you heard it from the one and only Chandler riggs, he is taken! Any last words Chandler?"

"Keep watching the walking dead!! And i love you babe i will see you soon!" he blows a kiss to the camera.

God he is my life, i turn the t.v. off and check my instagram, i look at the last picture i had posted it was a selfie of me and Chandler. I look at the comments to see most of them were good commets like 'lucky girl' and 'wow they are adorable!'

But after all those i see a bunch of hate, like 'fat! What dose she eat to get that fat!' and 'slut she has probably dated everyone at school!'

I got up off the couch and went to a mirror to look at myself, i pinched some of the fat that never seemed to go away. I sucked in to see what i would look,like if i was 'skinny'.

I looked at my face to see i looked horrible, i grabbed my makeup and put some mascara, eye liner, and eye shadow on. I grabbed my lip gloss and put some of that on. I smiled at myself but then i remembered all the hate. I broke down crying, crying my eyes out.

My phone started to ring, i wiped my tears away and grabbed my phone to see it was Breanna. "Hey girl!" she said happily.

"Hey, whats up?"

"Want to go to the mall with me, sam, and gray?" she asked.

"Um..."

"To bad you are so come over to my house in ten minutes."

And with that she hung up, i looked at my makeup to see how bad it looked. But surprisingly it was fine.

I put on some black skinny jeans and a fall out boy t-shirt, with my black vans.

I left my hair down since it was like only 20° outside. I grabbed my phone and my purse and jacket and walked over to Breannas house.

I put in my ear buds and listened to music it was a linkin park song, it was castle of glass. Once i reached her house i walkdd in and yelled "im home!" me and breanna just walk into each others houses cause we are like sisters. "Breanna is in her room, Madison!" her mom said. "Thanks!"

I ran upstairs and walked into her room. "Hey" i say while jumping onto her bed. "Girl, i just made my bed!" she yelled from her bathroom. I laughed and got up and walked into the bathroom to see she was brushing her light brown hair.

"Do you think im 'fat'?" i ask. "No! Why would you ask such thing!?"

"Well...um people on instagram are saying im fat and ugly and that i should go kill myself.."

She turns from the mirror and looks at me, she walkes over to me and hugs me. I hug her back. "Breanna, Madison do you want me to drop you guys off or not!" her mom yells. Me and Breanna run downstairs and jump into the car.

Me and Breanna get to the mall i thank her mom for dropping us off, "no problem. Stay away from strangers!" she yells.

Me and Breanna walk in to see Sam and Gray sitting at a bench waiting for us. Breanna runs over to Sam and kisses him, god this makes me want to see Chandler so bad! I walk over and hug both of them, i put on a fake smile.

"Whats wrong with her?" sam whispers, "she misses Chandler. Like always" Breanna whispered back. I stop in my tracks and think to myself did she really just say that! If she didnt get to see her true love in weeks she would be a wreck too!

I walk backwards and turn around and walk straight out of the store, i walk over to a bench and sit down. "Mind if i d it here?" a person askes. "I dont care"

I feel the warm liquid coming out of my eyes again, the world really dose hate me?  I stand up and start walking home, they wouldn't miss me.

By the time i get home it is like 2:38 PM, my parents wont be home till nine. I take a shower and do my girl stuff like shave my legs. I get out of the shower and remember the walking dead is on tonight so i will get to see how me and Chandler look in 'our' scene.

I start to watch the show and it gets to our part and omg dose it look real! And i look to see if i look fat, i look at my stomach to see that i have a little fat but not much.

I turn the t.v. off and walk up to my room. I get on my phone and get on snapchat to see that i have a snap from Chandler. It was a picture of him with his bottom lip out and the caption says "miss you babe!"

I smile and snap him back. Saying "i miss you too just alot more than you!"

I get in bed remembering i have school tomorrow.

-school-

I walk in to see everyone was staring at me. Then i hear someone say "go kill yourself!" i feel like im just going to die right now from all this hate!

All day during school people were saying that im fat and stuff.

I get home and run upstairs and sit on my bed thinking.. I grab my phone and turn it on video and point it on me.

"Hi, you guys dont understand how much you guys are hurting me! How would you like it if someone called you fat and ugly and that they need to go kill themselves!!! THINK PEOPLE IF YOU DONT HAVE ANYTHING NICE TO SAY DONT SAY ANYTHING AT ALL! this is Madison Patrick signing out." i say while turning the camera off.

I post it on instagram and in like five minutes i have like a thousand likes on it and comments saying 'you go girl'

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Thats all for now!