Sunshine

Raining

"Mama why they are burying daddy?" A small pink hair child cries softly as she lean against her mother. Her mother Lucy Heartfilia couldn't help but broke into tears.

She didn't want to believe he was gone..just like that. Leaving them behind and it hurts painfully. The funeral was simple and short but meaningful with impact.

"Oh Nasha!" She cries softly hugging her daughter "Im sorry! Im so so sorry!" Nasha was confused. Why was her mother apologizing?

"What?" She whispers and her mother back off "Sorry that I am not making any sense dear" She wipes her eyes and force a smile for the girls sake "Why dont you get some rest? This morning was quite eventful" Not sure is she like to called it that..

Nasha looked thoughtful. A nap did sound good. "Okay!" She chirps before skipping towards her room. A door was shut quietly. Lucy's forced smile faded upon immediately before she headed towards the kitchen and grabbed a bottle of wine.

She sure as hell going to get drunk today..just only in private and in her bedroom of course. She closed the bedroom door.

Moments later...

Two bottles empty and Lucy was drunk as she lay down in bed. "Ugh I shouldn't have drink so much..im not like Cana.." Lucy burps. She wasn't sure when she got drunk the last time but it was some time she was positive about it.

"Im just going to lay down and drink water" She groans "Damn" She flops back into the bed once more. She stopped crying but being drunk wasn't the best way to cope with the situation afterall.

She has to set an good example for her little one.

"No more moping around" Lucy was determined not to let depression get in her way. Not if she has anything to say about it.

*BURP*

"Shit..I forgot that Im gassy" Lucy cringed slightly before sitting down slowly "Better take it easy than"

Thank goodness that her daughter didn't hear Lucy or else Lucy would have die of embarrassment that her daughter had to witness her mini breakdown.

She hopes that Nasha was faring much better than she was at the moment..

One could hope after all.