I've been trying to remember the last time that I actually see myself smile, In a way that I know it gives my soul serotonin and makes me write music and express what I feel. - L.M
I know leaving someone that I genuinely crave for is the stupidest...
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Lisa's POV
I smile to hide the shock that I have right now not just because he visited me without giving a notice but also to think that the flew all the way from Korea even when he has a busy schedule.
"Hey, what are you doing here?" I asked while caressing his head.
"I miss my girlfriend so damn much "he said and started to kiss me.
I feel like I've been avoiding him for a while now and decided to make this busy schedule an excuse but this time I have to reason to say no to him so I just kiss him back.
He started to touch my back and travel his hand around my waist. I can feel the hot temptation building inside me and when he suck my bottom lip that's when I release a soft moan. He slam me on the wall with a desire in his eyes and suck my neck. Ugh I can't take it anymore, even though I know that my feelings towards Jungkook is something unexplainable right now can't hide the lust that I have with him acting so intimate right now so I let him be. His hand then travel to my craving breast and started to squeeze it.
"babe ugh fuck!" this is out of control already. I need to stop him before we end up fucking each other.
but then he kiss me again and this time it is aggressive. He put his lips near my neck and whisper something.
"I miss you so damn much Manoban. I miss kissing and hugging my freakin' girlfriend." then suck my neck again. Oh my god jungkook I know that I have to cover it with consealer again tomorrow morning. Then he started to kiss my chin, nose, eyes and then his lips travel to my chest and then started to unbutton my sleeve that's when we heard the door open.
"really lisa? even when I'm here you will fuck your sex addict boyfriend?" Jennie said then left the room and went to her bedroom. Because of Jennie's small talk this gave me time to push Jungkook a little and stop him with what we are about to do.
When Jungkook was about to kiss me again, I push him a little.
"Hey, what's wrong? baby don't you miss me?" Jungkook said with a sweet and comforting voice that he has.
"babe I miss you but can we atleast do something and just cuddle without thinking of doing sex? I also tired because of the performance that we did just a while. Let's just do some Netflix and chill yeah?" I said and kiss his lips then pull him so that we can start watching some Disney movies.
Jennie's POV
I don't know why I end up being so pissed because lisa and jungkook end up kissing each other when I finished taking a shower. I know that I have to avoid giving a fuck about their relationship after suggesting this fucking thing between me and her but can you blame me? Even when I told her that I don't want to start something deeper between us and just date some guy to erase the feelings that we end up building towards each other I still love her. After dating Kai I still love her, after giving Mino a chance I still love her, after dating a few men to forget about the special bond that we have I still love her. All those relationships that came into my life happened and she never leave me, telling me that when I'm done figuring out if I still love her after dating those men she will be waiting for me to claim her again but I never did.
ugh!! I hate it when I am starting to feel this way again so I decided to call someone and tell her what I feel right now. I need it, to realize stress and pain.
*ring... ringg...*
"Hello unnie? are you going to bed now?" I asked her when I sense that her atmosphere is peaceful.
"Not yet. I just finished taking shower. What is bothering you right not jen?" I want shocked because she can sense already that I have something to tell her.
"Ohh... about that, remember the person that I keep on telling you? the one that I can't love because I don't want to risk it all?" This is a bit weird because this is the 5th time that I will tell her about lisa without dropping a name or even a gender but I am glad that unnie still lend me an ear and understand my situation.
"you mean the one that gives you serotonin everyday?" She asked.
"yeah.. this person likes someone else unnie" this time I can feel that she is being careful with the vulnerability that I am showing right now.
" does this person knew that you still have feelings?" she asked. I wish that I can say that we still have the connection of knowing what is happening in our minds without talking about it but no.
Hello guys!! Hope everyone is safe and happy right now! Ugh this year is so tiring and I just wish that we can go back to normal again. English is not my first language so please understand if I have some grammatical errors. Thank you!
