I've been trying to remember the last time that I actually see myself smile, In a way that I know it gives my soul serotonin and makes me write music and express what I feel. - L.M
I know leaving someone that I genuinely crave for is the stupidest...
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Irene's POV
"Irene unnie.. .. I- " This is the last thing that I heard before Jennie end the call last night.
I don't remember the time that I slept but I spent my night thinking about her situation. I feel like she's carrying a big burden for a while now. I don't want her to feel like she is alone so as long as she wants me to listen to her story I will listen.
"UNNIE!! MANAGER NIM TOLD US TO GO TO THE COMPANY!! CEO WANTS TO TALK TO US" Seulgi shouted and that made me stand up and start this day with a mindset of doing everything fast so that I can comeback home and embrace my room again.
Going out is not my thing because I prefer starting inside our dorm so maybe that is one of the reason why people think that I am a snob and ungrateful one but I just let them be, I am happy with the people around me who thinks that I am not like that and that's all that matters to me.
Inside SM Entertainment
"So Red velvet will be having another comeback and this time Blackpink will be having comeback too so I guess you guys will be fighting with sales and streams so you better keep up your game because they are gaining international fame right now and I don't like it." CEO Soo Man said and this makes us silent.
To be honest we don't want when our company and YG Entertainment makes Blackpink and Red Velvet do the fighting just to satisfy their ego. We treat each other as sisters and sometimes we don't want it when some of our fans end up fighting just because of a comeback. We are very much happy that our entertainment still gives us comeback after a long hiatus and by that I guess same goes with Blackpink, we think our company only wants us for the money and not because of our talent and it sucks.
Being the leader of the group means you have to be the strongest and most compose. You have to be someone who don't show weakness because when so of the members of the group needs someone to cry on or listen to their problem you have to be there for them. With that, I guess I end up setting aside my own needs and became happy with what I can give for other people specially to my members.
I am busy with my thought when suddenly my phone mom called me so I answered my phone.
"Hello Mom?" I asked with curiosity visible with my voice.
"Baby your dad and I wants to see you tonight. Your dad will be flighting to Tokyo tomorrow for another business trip and he wants to spend time with our little daughter. Is my baby free?" My Mom made me smile because of that. She is always affectionate with me and I love it, it gives me energy all the time.
"Yeah sure Mom, I will just tell manager Unnie then just tell me the location and I will be there. I also miss you both so I will say no to this one." I said and laugh. I just miss them both.
"Okay baby. You better get going I need to pack you dad's clothes now. You should take care of yourself okay? I love you!" She said
" I love you too Mom, bye" I can't wait to hug them and hear their lame jokes HAHAHAHHA. I guess I happen to inherit their lame jokes because my members always say that instead of laughing with my jokes they end up thinking about and and became a pop quiz so I never try to pull jokes whenever we are having a good time HAHAHAHHA. It's a no for us.
We enter our practice room and started practicing for our comeback. I know this will be a tiring year for us again, bet it is much better than not doing anything related to music at all so I am thankful for that.
Lisa's POV
"One, Two, Three, Four, Five, Six, Seven, Eight..." We are still practicing for our upcoming new single How you like that and we are very excited about this one but also nervous because the last ep that we did is a massive banger and we want to exceed the expectation that our fans have so we are giving it all in this new comeback.
"Okay okay take a 30 minute break then we will start again" Our instructor said.
I went to my bag and get my tumbler. I saw Rosie looking at me so I asked her what is wrong. She just look at my phone and I realized that it has 46 missed calls so I hurriedly get it and look at the call logs. It is Jungkook.
I decided to call him back to know what happened.
It keeps ringing and ringing but he is not answering. This time It makes me nervous and anxious. So I started to bit my nail.
I went outside the room because I don't want my members to get worried with my behavior. This time it is not ringing anymore. What the fuck is happening? I dialed Namjoon's number but he is not answering again. Okay what the fuck?
"Okay let's start again. Everyone get up!" I heard our instructor and I need to go back to our practice room but I and still worried with Jungkook. Before I enter the practice room someone pull my hand and I am about to fall when the unknown person kissed me.
