(Castiel ' POV )
"Castiel James Novak! Did you just tell me that your gay?!" Becky screamed. Her face was deep purple and she look like she could literally explode at any second. "This better be some cruel joke!" She inched closer to me and I stood there frozen in fear. "Did Dean do this to you? Is he the reason your like this?" I shook my head no. "I don't believe you! " She looked at me through red eyes and backed up. "You wait till I tell your father! He'll knock some reason into you.." She walked out of the kitchen. I finally broke down. I ran to my room and slammed my door. I searched frantically for my phone so I could call Dean. I finally found it and dialed his familiar number with ease. He answered on the second ring and immediately picked up on my mood.
"Cas baby are you okay?" He sounded worried.
"Dean..." I whimpered.
"Cas baby what happened?"
"She hates me......she looked at me like I had killed an infant......." I wept. "I'm scared Dean ...... I don't know what to do.." I heard him sigh and mumble a few curses.
"Cas?"
"Yeah Dean?"
"I'm coming to get you-"
"No! I don't want her to hurt you!" I whispered despratly.He sighed.
"Let me finish. I'll bring Bobby and he'll make sure nothing happens ....then me and you will go away for a little while until things cool down.....okay?"
" But.....but what about Sam? "
"Well I guess he can stay with Bobby. We're not leaving forever....just until things settle down...."
"Okay."
"Good I'll see you in 10 minutes.......hay Cas?"
"Yeah Dean?"
"I love you......" I was shocked into silence.We had been dating for 4 months now and he had never said those three little words.....but now he had.
"I love you too....you absolute fucking walnut." I heard him chuckle as he hung up and I quickly packed a small duffle bag full of clothes my charger and my well used copy of 'We are not ourselves' it was my absolute favorite book in the world and I never left home without it. I heard the familiar sound of Baby coming around the corner and apparently so did my mom. I slowly crept down the stairs and toward the door , but my mom was to quick.
"Where the hell do you think your going?" She looked at me with hate filling her eyes and disgust dripping from her lips.
"No where." I looked down at the ground avoiding eye contact with her.
"You damn right your not. Go upstairs!" She screamed. Just then Dean and Bobby came through the door. Mom immediately understood what I was planning. " Oh no you don't. Your not going anywhere with that .....that.....faggot" She spat. Dean grabbed me by the waist and pulled me toward the door. Bobby stepped In front of us.
"Come on Cas.." Dean whispered frantically. I didn't realize that I was glued to the ground and I let Dean drag me toward his car and let him put me in the passenger side. As we drove away I heard my mother yelling and a stream of tears flowed from my eyes. Dean grabbed my hand and squeezed it gently. I looked at him and he pulled over. "Cas...I'm so sorry" He pulled me over to him and squeezed my slender frame. I wept into his chest and we remained silent for a while. We eventually drove back to Bobby's where I slept in Dean's bed. He help me all night we layed in comfortable silence until Dean started laughing.
"What?!" I asked smiling.
"Did you.....call...me an .....absolute ....fucking walnut? " He asked between fits of laughter. I smiled into his chest.
"Yeah I guess I did." Dean shook his head and continued laughing.
"What the actual fuck Cas?" His whole body shook from laughing.
"What?"
"How am I supposed to come back from that?" He paused running a hand through my hand. "What am I supposed to call you?" I shrugged. "Maybe......dick biscuit......ummm baby kiwi.......dick muffins ......oooooooo what about Bee?....wait wait wait what about......stud muffin...yeah your my stud muffin." He nodded pleased with himself . I chuckled into his chest and he wrapped his arms around me.
"I like it." He smiles and I nuzzle into him.
"Now go to sleep stud muffin. We'll leave in the morning."
"Okay you absolute fucking walnut..........I love you. "
"I love you too" Amd with that I drifted off into peaceful sleep in his warm loving arms.
