Take me out.
I am ready and willing
To be gone.
Remove me from this picture
I have a dwindling desire
To remain.
Force me to wait it out
Time will be my blessing and curse
Pour me out of this life
And into one where I do not know
Where I am
Or what to do.
Then - I will learn.
But this place has nothing for me
I need to break
Disappear
I need to let myself go away.
Yet I am holding back -
My fears will always tie me down
I don't need
To be here.
Do you think these notebooks lie?
I am not needed
I am not necessary for this place
After all
You said it yourself.
