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It's already dark but I'm still taking my journey around the city. I don't know where to go so I just kept walking and walking. It's been two hours since me and Chriz unnie separate ways. She asked to drive me home, but I don't feel like going home.

Not yet...

Instead, I asked her to just drop me off at the church where Jimin and I got married. I stayed inside the church trying to relieve myself after sobbing hard, remembering the vows we shared on the day of our wedding.


Now I'm here roaming around the city trying to clear my mind, but it's not working. Whenever I see a couple holding hands, I think of Jimin. Every time we're together, he won't let go of my hands and even intertwined with them the whole time. When I see a couple hugging, I think of Jimin. He is like a baby koala who doesn't want to be separated even just for a second. When I see a couple kissing, I think of Jimin. But this time it's different. My mind was again clouded, asking myself if he enjoyed touching other women so much that he even forgot to sleep with me.


I was so lost in my thoughts, but snapped back when I heard a loud horn beside me. When I looked to my right, I saw a car stopped in the middle of the road. Then the driver came out and yelled at me.

"Are you out of your mind? What are you doing, stopping in the middle of a busy road? "

That's when I realized I was crossing in the wrong lane, in the middle of the highway. Tears started to drop down my face.

I nearly killed myself again for the second time in just one day.

I bow to the man, offering my apology before walking to the other side of the road. I closed my eyes and tried to calm myself, but then another realization hit me. I'm standing in front of my old school where me and my childhood friend Jungkook studied and where I met Jimin when his school football team came and competed with mine.

I was about to leave, but I remembered Mrs. Ems. I took the other way to the back gate of the campus. In front of it is the Ems Bookstore, which is owned by Mrs. Ems. We used to spend all our free time in there reading books, and most of the time we stayed overnight in there just because we wanted to finish reading all the books we were interested in. Mrs. Ems knows that I'm living here in Korea alone and so with Jungkook too, aside from having Yoongi oppa, his cousin, Jungkook chose to live alone. Mrs. Ems also knows that our parents are both in America.


My parents and his parents have been business partners since the beginning, and that's what made me and Kookie our childhood friends. We lived in the same building, on the same floor, but in different flats. I'm on flat A and he is on flat B. The door of our unit is facing each other. We decided to have separate doors instead of living together to give us our own space and privacy. So if the two of us will not come back, that means we're at Mrs. Ems's bookstore reading until we end up staying over night.

 Ems's bookstore reading until we end up staying over night

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