On Twitter someone wrote a tweet about Jae and I replied with a tweet, being the first paragraph of this. Which became a fanfic I had saved in my phone. I wasn't going to share but decide today that it wasn't such a bad idea. This is 3,000 words but if you guys want I can keep writing. It has no ending because I didn't know what to do.
When in reality she was waiting for her one and only true love, the one that left her breathless. At the moment she saw him walking in looking more beautiful than a MichaelAngelo sculpture . She gasp And said SungJin.
Unexpectedly a hand grasps her wrist and she is pulled away from her seat. Her heart that was beating fast at the pure sight of Sungjin now was beating rapidly for a whole different reason. She couldn't understand what was going on, she tried to pull her wrist to get away but he just grasp her wrist tighter. She didn't know how it happened but the cold air that hit her face made her realized that now she was outside with a man she didn't know. She was scared but for a unknown reason this excited her. She couldn't understand how but feeling this man holding her wrist gave her unexpected sparks, made her feel like a million butterflies were dancing to a beautiful melody in her heart. They stood there doing nothing at all he looked at the sky but never turned around. She wondered why she wasn't running away, why she wasn't pulling away. Than he spoke. "Don't you know I been waiting for you to notice me, For you to see how much I love you."
And at that moment she realized why she didn't pulled away, this was no stranger she knew this man.
Suddenly he turn around and let go of her wrist. But like a Tiger ready to pounce he took slow steps towards her, and she took a few steps back. Now her back was against the wall his face a few inches away from her face. She felt his warm breath against her skin, his lips almost near hers. "Why am I not turning away?" She ask herself. Than she ask "YoungK/Brian why are you doing this?"
YoungK didn't answered but instead looked at her deeply. "Yes what are you doing YoungK?" A male voice asked from behind YoungK. YoungK half turn to see who was behind him, but She couldn't see who it was as YoungK body block her view. "What are you doing here?" YoungK asked. "I should ask the same thing to the both of you."
She leaned to her left to see who it was and the moment She could see who it was She couldn't help but to smile. "Wonpil!" She screamed out of joy. She walked towards him and hugged him tightly. Wonpil nervously giggled As She stepped back. "How have you been?" He asked as he playfully tap the top of her head and than ruffled her hair. And She smiled once again, what he did next took her by surprise he took her hand and said "Come on let's go."
"Go where?" She asked almost in a whisper.
"Please." He asked shyly.
"Where are you taking her?" YoungK suddenly asked.
"Just please go inside, Jae and Sungjin are looking for you." Wonpil didn't even wait for YoungK answer he gently pulled her with his soft warm hand.
They walked side by side for a few minutes until he saw their hands where still joined together and he immediately let go. He looked at her and nervously smiled. They walked under the moon light and they talked about nothing in particular just catching up. The street lights illuminated their way, and the dark blue sky was full of twinkling stars. Being with Wonpil made her feel safe and secure. It has always been like that with him. He is like a cuddly bear, the one you could always run to, he is the only one that knows about her secret crush. He also knows Sungjin has never even giving her the time of day. A tear run down her face and She wiped it away with the back of her hand. "Hey what's wrong?"
He asked as he made a complete stop. He grabbed her shoulder and turn her body towards his. His hand moved towards her face and with his finger slowly wiped the tear she haven't event notice had escaped.
"Really? Still? We haven't even seen you for the past two years, and you still can't get over him?"
" I tried! Trust me I have! I been on dates but I can't seem to connect with them." She answered as She lowered her face and looked at the floor.
"Maybe you aren't looking in the right places maybe your true love is right In front of you and you are just to blinded by this crush you don't see clearly."
She snap her head up and looked at him, was he saying what I think he was saying? No way. Not him, he has never shown any signs of interest.
"Wonpil?" She said his name asking the question she couldn't bring herself to ask.
He step close to her, too close. He grabbed her face with his hands, he caressed her face, he moved his face towards hers but stopped a few inches away. He closed his eyes almost looked like he was in pain, he shook his head and moved back.
"Before I do something, before I say something, talk to Sungjin and than we can talk." He grabbed her hand and they started to walk once again. This time they didn't talk and he didn't let go of her hand. She was thinking about what he said, about what YoungK said, why didn't they say something before why did both of them said something today.
They arrived at the back door of the venue and they both stood still In front of the door not letting go. The noise of the door opening made them both jump and a man appeared.
"Noonaaaa"
"Dowooooon" she said as she laughed.
Dowoon run towards her, grabbed her by her waist and twirl her around. She heared Wonpil's laughter from somewhere around them.
"Okay buddy put me down" she said as she tapped his back. She turned to see Wonpil reaction, and he was smiling shaking his head.
Dowoon slowly put her down but didn't let go. Her body was glued to his.
He smiled wickedly and she knew he was about to do or say something crazy.
"So when are you going to marry me?" She laughed at his joke. And How did she knew this was a joke because this was not the first time he has asked her. Actually those were the first words that came out of his mouth when she meet him. He was seating in the sofa playing with his phone and he looked up, smile the same way he did a few seconds ago and said "Marry me", after the third time he asked her she wasn't shocked anymore. Now she was about to answer the same way she did after the third time he asked her.
"When you love me more than playing the drums" He laughed at her answer and let her go.
Dowoon wrapped his arm around her shoulders and said "Let's go inside so you can see the guys, I know they have missed you."
"Oh boy, little did he know everything that happened today" she thought to herself.
Once inside the venue Wonpil excuses himself saying he had something to talk to the guys leaving her alone with Dowoon. They walked around the venue for a few minutes until they found a sitting area. She went straight to the biggest sofa and sat. Dowoon stayed standing, he look at her like he was analyzing her. He kind of look like those cute puppies that you see in YouTube. Moving their head side to side with their adorable big eyes.
"What?" She asked him wondering what he was thinking.
"Noona I have so much to tell you." He started talking rapidly, so fast She only understood a few words.
"Omg you should of seen...the ocean...the fans went crazy." He started walking back and forth moving his arms as he talked. "I always wanted to visit that country...oh the hamburgers were delicious...they love Jae so much" She was feeling his excitement and smiled.
He suddenly stopped, he walked towards her. He layed down on the same sofa She was sitting and he layed his head on her lap. She was shocked but didn't feel nothing beyond him being comfortable with her. She was mostly shocked because little dowoon is all talk he really never gets too close only with the usual hi hug.
He look up as She looked down and he smiled at her. She wished She could bottle Dowoon smiles, Wonpil's hugs, Young K's laugh, Jae's confidence and SungJin's everything and used them when She feel sad and lonely. Dowoon had one of the most pure smiles she has ever seen. At that moment She felt confident and ran her fingers thru his hair. He closed his eyes, and they didn't say nothing after that. She looked at nothing just sat there thinking about what Wonpil has said. Maybe it was time for her to get over Sungjin. She was only hurting herself with those feelings. She didn't know how much time had passed and She thought for a minute that Dowoon had fallen asleep until he spoke.
"So really when are you going to marry me? How about we make a pact, in ten years if you aren't married we set a date and get married."
He open his eyes and looked at her once again.
"Dowoon in ten years I'm going to be 35 if I'm not married by then I will never get married, maybe I will join a nun convent" She answered him as she laughed.
"I'm being sincere here and you joke around, noona your hurting my heart" he said seriously as he moved his hand where his heart is but the little punk laughed after.
"Stop joking or I'm going to make you keep the pact and make your life miserable."
"Okay okay, now go back to what you were doing to my hair." And She did.
She didn't know when both fell asleep but She was woken up by a hand shaking her shoulder.
She slowly opened her eyes, everything was kind of foggy She blinked a few times until her vision became clear and She could see the person in front of her.
His face a few inches away from hers, he was kneeling besides her and had this wicked smile on his face. And she knew that smile the one he always wore when he was about to cause trouble.
"Jae! No!"
Jae stood up and moved so he was standing in front of her. He grabbed both of her hands and pull her up, making Dowoon fall.
"Jae!!!" She yelled.
Dowoon sat down and rubbed his hands over his eyes.
Poor Dowoon he looked disoriented.
She walked over towards him and extending her hand to help him up.
"What happened?" Dowoon asked as he grabbed her hand.
"Ask Jae." She said angrily pointing to Jae's direction. She tried pulling him up but he didn't move an inch. She tried again but nothing. Dowoon look at her and laughed.
"Come on help me here." She said to Jae.
He was laughing but came to us and grabbed dowoon free hand.
They both pulled him up and he finally stood up.
"You are in trouble, our manager was looking for you we try stalling him but he didn't buy it." Jae told Dowoon. "Come on let's go, they are waiting for us inside the van"
And that made her mood swift, it was time to say goodbye.
"It was nice seeing you guys, keep in touch okay" She said as She walked towards dowoon. She hugged him tightly. She let go and turn around, and Jae had his arms wide open. Without hesitating She walked directly to his arms.
"I'm so sad I couldn't talk to you more, call me! I'm mad that you stopped calling me. We were friends before all of this Jae"
Jae was the reason she knew the rest of the band. She had meet him in LA, they were both high school classmates. Their friendship grew a lot over the years, during High School and after that.
They talked and text more before she decided to move to Korea 3 years ago. She wanted to pursue her dream of becoming graphic designer. Why Korea? Family and friends asked. Well that's easy, Jae. She wanted to be near him. She felt incomplete without him. Yes she knew how that type of friendship they had looked from the outside in, and she didn't care. She saw it in movies and read it in books and laugh at how unreal it seem until She met Jae. But their friendship grew apart when they hit it big, less calls less texts. Less of seeing each other. His company gave him less freedom when people started to recognize him on the streets.
"Hey are you okay?" Jae asked as he snapped his fingers in front of her face pulling her away from the memories of them together.
"Yeah just thinking" She answered "Well guys take care"
She half turned when Jae wrapped his arm around her shoulders and asked "Where do you think you are going?"
"Well you guys are leaving and almost everyone has left what's the point of staying?"
"You are going with us." Jae commanded.
They walk out of the building, Jae still with his arm around her shoulder. Dowoon hopping infront of them .
The black van with tinted windows was park infront of them, In Ho their driver waiting outside beside the open door. She hesitates and stopped. SungJin was inside that van and She didn't know if she wanted to see him. Young K was also inside and she don't know what to do about his confession. She sincerely didn't know what to feel about it, she never had those type of feelings for him.
"Hey what's wrong?" Jae asked.
"Maybe I shouldn't get in the van." she answered. " I mean weren't you guys already in trouble for disappearing mid award show."
"Come on you know those are rigged and we knew we didn't win. So the manager was mad for other reasons." He grabbed her hand and pulled her almost dragged her toward the van. "Come on put your big girl pants on and stop being a brat."
"Okay here goes nothing" She whisper to herself as she walked at normal pace. Her heart beat faster as she got more near the van. "Be still my heart, slow down." She whisper as she rubbed her chest as she order to a organ that never takes orders, the must stubborn, and disobedient.
They all halted when they were infront of the open car door, In Ho looked inside and looked at her and repeated the action. Like saying "where are you going to fit?"
Jae looked inside and said "You go in the back seat I'll ride infront with InHo."
She stepped inside, almost bending over never looking who was sitting where. She was already about to sit down when She lifted my face and saw the faces of the two guys at each end of the back stretched sit, YoungK and Sungjin. "No way" she mentally screamed. She turn around maneuvering so she could take someone else seat but Wonpil was sitting on the middle single seat on the right and DoWoon on the left one.
"Can I sit with you?" She asked Wonpil, not asked but begged. She gave him her best puppy eyes.
"If it wasn't illegal, I would let you sit on my lap but they would be so pissed and In Ho wouldn't let me."
As he heard us In Ho lifted his finger and wiggle his finger left to right to sign a big fat no.
She sigh and as she did she felt two hands grabbed the back of her blouse one hand from each side and pulled me back.
She tried to inhumanly squeeze her body to her center bringing her arms to the front of her chest and her hands between her legs. Trying not to touch them. Five minutes had passed and no one was talking. The only noise was that of the radio. She allowed herself to glance to her right where Sungjin was sitting, he was looking outside the window. The flashes of the light from the outside street lights reflecting his face. He looked as beautiful as ever.
As if he felt my gaze he quickly turned to look at me,
he had a blank expression and as fast as he look at me he turn back to look outside. What the hell was wrong with him?. He didn't even say hi, now he looks like She pissed in his cereal. Whatever, he can suit himself.
She scoot over a bit and got near Wonpil. She playfully wiggle her finger on the outside of his ear. He giggled and scoot to the left. When a few seconds had passed he moved back to his original sitting position. She did the same but this time he catches my finger wrapping his whole hand around it. He was taking she finger towards his mouth like he was about to bite it, It was so near his mouth She felt his warm breath. At the moment She stop breathing. She gasped loudly. But the moment was short lived as She felt two hands grasping her shoulders once again one from each side and again they pulled her back.
"Would you guys stop it!" She said loudly as She couldn't help but snap.
" Then just stay seated, you need a car sit or what!" That was the first time She heard Sungjin voice that night.
She looked over towards Young K and he was shaking his head.
"What's going on?" Jae asked from the front site.
Wonpil and Dowoon we're also looking to the back, at us.
"Nothing,sorry." She replied.
***SHOULD I KEEP WRITING THIS?
