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Sometimes I wish that I was never born... Nobody would miss me. The world be a better place without me. My family would be so much happier and my sister would be overjoyed with my being gone. I wish that I could curl into a ball underneath my blanket and let go. I want to let go and get away forever. I can't believe that I'm writing this... I never thought it would be my own sister that pushed me as far as wanting to die. I always thought that she would be the one to comfort me, but it's the exact opposite... She tells me she hates me and that I should die. She doesn't care. Nobody does. If I were to drop dead right this second, the first thing she would do is cheer and have an extravagant party to celebrate... I wouldn't mind though. I would probably celebrate too. And if I am being completely honest, I wish that I could die and never see the light of tomorrow... I would be doing everyone I know a favor by doing so... Nobody would know why I killed myself as nobody knows my password... Nobody would even bother... I wouldn't either if I were them. I hate myself with everything I can muster out of my soul less body.
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