My little cousin came down, she's a (Cuss) well she has problems and she's adopted. I was made she told my mom and her mom ask my aunt. Also, we have 11/10 days before half my family goes somewhere other then Indonesian my birth place. I'm gonna miss this place. And my cat. (bye Mario) I cried during the night about some depression suicide decides which my mom and grandma are agonist. I do not understand and they clearly don't either. They basically control me at this point. They tell me do not wear hoodies and wear no sleaves but I immediately ran to my room and cried about my scars showing. My cat Mario is my only bestfriend in my household in the entire world. I.wish I could leave but I'm 17/16, Goddamn it. Its like 3am and I keep crying and telling my dead good grandma to take me with her to heaven. Yes my mom is cothlic and my dad is atheist and I'm the only Christian. I told my friends I'm kesveing Indonesian for half my lifespan to grow up in "ThAiLaNd".
-That's It Ig-
Love
PeekABoo
