i'm done. i can't do this. i feel like shooting myself. i want to slit my wrists and just bleed out. just say "fuck this. i can't do it anymore." to just end it all. i can't take the relapse. i felt so good yesterday. i was actually happy. you made me happy. for once i felt not annoying. now, i feel like the worst person. i'm sorry they'll be like this. i'm trying to change. i hate being like this. i can't do it anymore. you just don't understand how much it breaks me. i'm sorry i'm not good enough. i was stupid to think i was. i was stupid to just think that i wasn't being a burden.
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What It's Like In My Mind
Short StoryA collection of poems/stories I wrote of what it's like in my mind. It may not be for everyone, it includes mentions of suicide, swearing, and mentions of my trauma.
