* Will Byers P.O.V*
I am Will Byers ,i have the best friend group i could ask for and a good family ,i draw for fun and it always turns out so great ,well at least my mum says it does . Mostly i like to draw something fictional,like dungeons or dragons Me and my friends: Mike , Lucas and Dustin always played d&d aka Dungeons and Dragons as i mentioned . Sadly we don't do that anymore because Mike got girlfriend and it kind of pisses me off because he never cares of anyone now , there's only that girl , Eleven in his sweet-romantic life . I want the group to be like the old times ,playing in basement for hours and hours till we would get exhausted, i talked to Mike about it but he thinks Eleven is more important then any of us , since he doesn't even know what's going on in our life anymore . I noticed that my mum has kind of crush on Hopper ,well to be honest i am not really against them ,she always talks to me about love and how i will fall in love ,only of she knew how madly in love i am . Oh gosh , Mike Wheeler only if you knew how much i love you but i can never say it , i don't have the urge to make you feel something for me , you love Eleven too much to even look at me ,to notice how i've been crying about our friendship,do we even have one anymore ? Well as much as it is clear i love Mike Wheeler with all my heart , yes as you may have noticed i am gay , yes completely gay and i am fully in love with him ,isn't it obvious? Well Mike will never know about it but i try my best to shoot my shot and gosh how messed up that is from me , Eleven please forgive me ,but he is literally anything i've ever dreamed of . I've known Mike my entire life and my feelings for him have been clear since the beginning to be brutally honest, he has always been the one to have my back ,stay at hospital with me , worry about me ,talk to me and when he holds me tight i feel like my heart will jump out of its place . The problem is that i have to keep it all to myself and keep it a secret, i know my mum would understand and of course my brother Jonathan would too but i am quite shy and not too sociable which makes it obvious why i don't usually talk about my feelings with anyone's except Mike . Mike is the only person i'll talk about my feelings to , heart to heart , that's how it has worked almost my entire life . Well Mike is my favorite person but i love all of my friends so much and would give everything for them , I met Mike in kindergarten i was all alone had no one and he was the only one who talked to me , who actually managed to make me feel so warm and this feeling i had for him i always knew it was more than friendly feeling .Max isn't really sweet to me but she really tries to understand me always , Max is kinda of girl that you don't try to mess with never , she is so strong and bold and that's what Lucas likes about her . Eleven is really good person to be fair , she protects us ,she is always here for us whenever we need her , she is just so incredible and strong , too strong , I could never hurt her it would break my heart to do that to her . Only if she knew how much i wanted to have Mike by my side like she did , now he holds her hand , he is by her side all the time and never on mine , I am past that will be forgotten.
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FanfictionWhat if he loved me ? could i only wish about it ? Couldn't it be true one time , that's all i want . Will loves Mike , but does Mike feel same ?