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Dear Diary, I'm lonely

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Its lonely, The path of self discovery. It's harsh, The stripping of attachements. It's self inflicting pain, The letting go of people you care deeply about. It's suicide, Having to be alone with oneself.

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by anonymousYEAH

06/02/2021
Dear Diary,

Johnny, my friend's preceptor, my today's foster preceptor, laughed at his original preceptee and said to me "Haha. She is so slow. Why aren't you as slow?"

I felt some kind of accomplishment

And i wanted to share it with someone,

Specifically you... not this diary.

The realization hit me all of a sudden, that after this weekend, we can only go two ways:

1. We end up together

2. Maybe not ever.

After this weekend, I am not able to share my emotions anymore.

I am supposed to forever hide and put a show

I have to forever lie until it becomes the truth, i suppose.

I'm sad

And i have discovered one of the many reasons why.

Reason 1: I'm loosing you.