Kidnapped 15+

Just wants to forget. Everything and everyone-12

Harry loved Emily....I loved Emily...?! 

I loved Emily, and he wasn't going to ruin that for me. 

"There is something happening between them." Louis giggled again. Then he shut up, and looked at me with a serious look. "Do..do you think he is doing her? I mean, maybe she liked what she got before, and wanted more. They've been in that room for ages now." he said with a cockily smile, and raised one eyebrow. 

"Wh..-" I didn't even finish the word I started to say, because I ran out of my room and down the hall. I leaned my ear to Emilys door, and tried to listen to them, but they were quiet. Not a single word was said. 

I closed my eyes, as I slowly put my hand on the doorknob and took a big breathe, before I slowly opened the door. I closed the door without making any noise, and first when I had closed the door, I slowly opened my eyes.  

What I saw tore me apart.  

Emily and Harry was laying beside each other. Shirtless, both of them. Emily rested her hand on his chest, and had a worried face expression even though she slept. Harry had his mouth wide open. Did they just..? Had they...? Emily and H..? My head was exploding, I felt like my eyes were filled with tears, but at the same times burned because of the anger that grew inside me.

Now what to do? Should I wake them up, or should I just pretend like nothing happened, and then talk to Emily tomorrow?  

No.. NO!  

I couldn't just forget this sight.  

But what if he had raped her? She didn't look happy. She didn't have that smile on her lips that she had when she were with me? Without thinking about it, I jumped on the bed, pulling Harry out of it; "You sick bastard, did you rape her again? You fucking perv!"  

He immediately jumped up and looked at me, his eyes were red from the sleeping. He rubbed his eyes before he looked at me with a 'what the hell'.  

Emily sat up in the bed and looked confusingly at me.  

"What are you talking about mate?" Harry was just as confused as Emily. I didn't say anything, I just looked at him. To be honest I wish he raped her, I wished he had sex with her without her wanting it, I wished it, I wanted it so badly - because if she had sex sex with him, it meant that she wanted it, and I didn't want her to want it.  

It's confusing I know. I can barely understand it. 

I pointed at Emily without glancing her and asked him once again if he had raped her. He lifted his hands up to his head and looked at me with big eyes; "No I didn't. I swear,"

"Then what the fuck are you doing in her bed? Naked?" his head turned red. He first now realized that he didn't have his boxers on. He quickly found them and threw them back on again.  

"Well it...it..." he went his fingers through his hair and sighed, he then looked at Emily. She had her head in her hands while she shook her head slightly.  

I gave up with Harry. He was hopeless. I didn't get anything out of him.  

I turned to Emily and looked at her. "Emily.." I sighed and looked down for a second, and then at her again. "Please tell me you didn't do what I think you did with Harry." She lifted her head and was about to say something; 

"I want the truth. Don't say what I want to hear, say what really happened." I looked at her with a serious look in my eyes. I didn't know if I wanted the truth. I didn't know if I wanted to hear what happened. 

"It's comp..-" 

"How the fuck can it be complicated?!" I started yelling at her, but saw how frightened she got and immediately calmed down. I sighed and then asked her; "Did you fuck or not?" I didn't care about my language, my behavior or anything. I just wanted to know the truth.