Kidnapped 15+

"Em ILY"-14

I shut my eyes open, oh God my head was exploding, I looked around and saw that I was in the bedroom in the hotel. 

What th.... 

Oh yes, almost forgot, I escaped last night. I sat up but saw that someone was laying beside me, I screamed in shock and jumped out of the bed.  

Niall sat up and looked at me with a weird face expression, "What's wrong?"  

The memory from last night started to come back to me. Me escaping, them finding me, Harry and Niall raping me, then Louis in the bath and...oh.  

I sent him a death glare and walked into the bathroom and closed the door. I needed to change tampon. God how I hated periods. I wish I were born as a boy. Things would be so easier, when I'm in love I just fuck them, and when I'm done, I just walk away.  

But when a girl is in love, she first flirts, then when she finally said to him how much she love him, she fuck him, then his best friend, then they rape her and.... oh wait, no that's me.  

I sigh. I look in the mirror and I look like shit. Enough said.  

I didn't want to look at myself anymore, I brushed my teeth and walked out to Niall again.

"Where's the other boys?"  

"They went shopping clothes for you and more of that...girly stuff" he said with a smile on his lips. Why was he smiling like that? "So we're alone."  

"Have a nice day," I said as I walked over to the door, "somewhere else." I snapped. 

"Hey I heard that!" 

"Good." 

I walked out in the dining room, cause the dining room and kitchen were in the same room... a bit confusing but yesh.  

I took some water, and saw that he had followed me out in the kitchen. "Wow." he said and made big eyes. "Someone's in a bad mood today," he giggled, and that made me even more angry. 

"I just hate when people break their promises." I snapped, and immediately thought of the raping last night. Even though I couldn't remember what happened due to the alcohol, but I can remember that he raped me, and I'll never forgive him for that. - and Harry, that same night he had told me that he would not do anything to harm me or anything against my willing. Liar. Liars everywhere.  

"I didn't brake anything. We're different." he said and looked me in my eyes. "I don't brake promises, if I make one, then I keep it." he was really close to me. One step forwards and our noses would touch. 

"You rap...-"

"No I didn't." he said with a big smile on his lips. He came closer to me, and just like I said, our noses touched. "Before we decided to find you, and 'punish' you, Harry and I talked. The first thing I said to him was that I didn't want to rape you. No matter what. I made sure that you moaned at least once before we had sex." he came closer to me, and whispered in my ear; " - I made sure that it wasn't a rape, cause after that one moan from you, you continued by yourself, and nothing else than moans escaped your mouth." his lips were so close to my ear that they touched. He then looked me in my eyes and smiled once again. "I told you. I don't lie and don't brake promises. Not like you." 

"What did I break?" 

"Well you sure faked some feelings for me and Harry so you could escape. Ha, didn't go so well." he said with a smile, but I could see in his eyes that he were hurt.  

"Oh my God." I said and almost collapsed on the floor in the kitchen. I sat on a chair and looked at him. "I told you, I didn't fake anything. I swear." he sent me a skeptical glance. "Or...I did - I mean I tried - to fake feelings in the start, but ever since you held me in your arms the first night, I've felt something really special for you. You were my only hope in this house, you were the only one I felt safe around. But then another side of Harry showed, a side that was caring and sweet - I immediately fell in love with him." I looked down, and sighed again, here comes the worst part.