𝑰'𝒎 𝒔𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚

I'm sorry

I was shopping with my husband, we were recently married and I found out that I was pregnant with him for almost 4months, then in about 2 months we are going to know the gender, anyways going back to reality.

Once we had finish our grocery we decided to go straight home, I'm so excited because tomorrow is our anniversary, once we got home suddenly my husband, Peter suddenly started to act weird, I started to worry. "I forgot I had a bussiness meeting" Peter said and in a hurry, "okay stay safe hun I love you" I said as a reply but instead of saying "I love you" or atleast a "thank you" he just smiled and left, maybe I'm just over thinking

I decided to shake it off and prepare for dinner, I decided to cook the simplest and yet the most delicious, Mac&Cheese. I put the macaroni in a boil while I make the sauce with milk, cheese and a little bit of pepper and salt, I also decided to add some butter to have an extra taste, after the macaroni was done boiling, I decided to mix it with the sauce I created and put it in an oven with extra melting cheese.

As I wait in the oven I decided to do little cleaning while I wait for it to cook, like cleaning the floor and stuff, once I heard the bell that was ringing in the oven, I decided to take it out and taste it.

I took a spoon full and ate it, I was suprised that it taste so good since I was not a good cook, I was eating peacefully until I felt a kick in the stomach, I gently caress my tummy to calm the baby, but I remembered the doctor said when we got an ultrasound..

*flashback*
We were seeing the baby, both me and my husband were smiling ear to ear and can't wait to give birth, but once I looked at the doctor, he has some kind of expression, a sad mixed with pity, I got curious and asked "why doctor is there something wrong?" I said, the doctor took a deep breath and sigh, "I'm so sorry but due to the mother, there is a big chance of the mother dying while giving birth.." I was.. shocked

*end of flashback*

I remember crying for weeks good thing my husband are there to comfort, anyways, I was waiting for my husband to come home, I checked the time and saw that it is already 2AM I was so worried, before I knew it I was already asleep, but I quite remember my husband came home almost falling into the floor, I also remember the scent of beer when he came.

I was too tired to get up or get to my senses that time.., it is already morning, I got up to see a blanket covering me, I smiled and went to see my husband in our bedroom, but when I came there I saw nothing but our bed, I checked the whole house but nothing "he might be gone off his work" I said and suddenly remembered that I didnt get to cook him lunch, so I decided to cook a quick meal and go to his workplace.

Once I got there, I went to the counter and asked "Excuse me can I ask where is Peter Anderson? I'm his wife" the girl at the counter looked at me weirdly and said "I thought he went out to have a date with her girlfriend, he even told me and he left early today" I didn't believe it and thought "it might be a mistake or there's another person named Peter Anderson since his name is pretty common in America.

I went home, and ate his lunch instead, I decided to wake up early tomorrow to prepare his food in time, I decided to do some laundry, I was so distracted that I didn't noticed the time, it's already around 8pm! He usually goes home that time but he didn't, I slept early so I can prepare the food for him early in the morning.

But at the middle of the night I heard him coming in the room and chatting with someone saying sort of "I love you" "see you soon", then I woke up to see Peter laying still sleeping, I decided to cook him breakfast and for lunch, but by the time he woke up he went straight to the shower and ate without saying anything, "here for breakfast" I said, expecting him to take it and leave, "no thanks I heard there's a free lunch at work, I'll just eat there" He replied leaving me at shock.

I started to over think "is he cheating on me?" "Does he still love me?" And more, I had decided to follow him to work or where his destination will go, once he step out, I decided to dress up as a disguised for he will not recognize me, I followed him, as I expect he went to work, I waited for 1 hour before leaving.

As I was about to leave, I saw Peter leaving the company with a young girl.. much prettier, I saw them kissing, hugging, and flirting non stop.. I couldn't believe my eyes, I went all the way home crying non stop and couldn't forget what I saw "So it was not a dream?"

Fast forward to 5 months

I was giving birth.. alone, I promised myself to suicide after birth so I won't be a burden or disruption to Peter's relationship, our child was about to come out, then Peter came, he was breathing heavily as if he's being chased by someone.

Few hours later

I gave birth.. but once the baby came out, the doctors had a bad expression and my baby was immidietly taken out, "sorry to inform you, but the baby was strangled by the ambilical cord which causes the baby to not breathe, the baby is currently being hospitalized and we'll see if we can make the baby survive this.." We were in shock.., I was sobbing so hard, Peter went to grab some water for me, but I decided while he's gone, I went to grab the rubbing alchohol and decided to drink the whole bottle of it hoping to never breathe again.

Peter's POV

I went to grab a bottle of water to calm my wife down, but when I got there, She was sleeping peacefully, but when I touch her body it was so cold as if you tried to dip your skin in ice and leave it there, I saw the rubbing alchohol in her left hand and a note in her right hand, I decided call the nurses to get her to the er or to be healed immidietly.

Few minutes later.

I was waiting until I realized that I still have the note I saw from her hand, I decided to open and read it.

"𝒅𝒆𝒂𝒓 𝑷𝒆𝒕𝒆𝒓
𝑺𝒐𝒓𝒓𝒚 𝒊𝒇 𝑰'𝒎 𝒏𝒐𝒕 𝒈𝒐𝒐𝒅 𝒆𝒏𝒐𝒖𝒈𝒉 𝒇𝒐𝒓 𝒚𝒐𝒖, 𝒐𝒓 𝑰'𝒎 𝒂𝒏𝒏𝒐𝒚𝒊𝒏𝒈, 𝑰 𝒇𝒐𝒖𝒏𝒅 𝒐𝒖𝒕 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒉𝒂𝒅 𝒂𝒏𝒐𝒕𝒉𝒆𝒓 𝒈𝒊𝒓𝒍 𝒂𝒏𝒅 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒐𝒌 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒘𝒆𝒓𝒆 𝒉𝒂𝒑𝒑𝒊𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒊𝒕𝒉 𝒉𝒆𝒓, 𝒔𝒐 𝑰 𝒅𝒆𝒄𝒊𝒅𝒆𝒅 𝒕𝒐 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒎𝒚 𝒍𝒊𝒇𝒆 𝒐𝒏𝒄𝒆 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚 𝒘𝒂𝒔 𝒃𝒐𝒓𝒏, 𝒑𝒍𝒆𝒂𝒔𝒆 𝒕𝒂𝒌𝒆 𝒄𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒐𝒇 𝒐𝒖𝒓 𝒃𝒂𝒃𝒚, 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒊𝒎 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒍𝒐𝒗𝒆 𝒉𝒆𝒓.

𝒂𝒓𝒂𝒉
3/7/2021"

3 days before giving birth to our child.., "I'm so sorry Sarah"

The end it's up to y'all's imagination what happens next;)