another new day, i fluttered my eyes open
i turned my head like i usually do, but then i furrowed she's not beside me
then i heard a shuffling inside our room, my gaze turned to the sound
and there i smiled lisa wore black polo tucked in her black slocks, her coat were also "black¿" i furrowed again when she walked out the door
"are you ready?" i heard a familiar voice ranged outside
i followed and was happy to see my parents and her's near the door
"love I'll go now!" she shouted and they all smiled at lisa's cheery voice
i furrowed when they didn't even called me to come, so i followed behind
i sat beside lisa and leaned to her shoulder
after 30 minutes of silence the car stopped and we walked outside, there i saw my friends
they all wore black and held flowers as they walked
i can't help but feel nervous when i saw the sadness in their faces, why?
i stopped when they all surrounded a tombstone lisa my love kneeled and her tears kept falling
i dashed towards her and faced her"why are you crying?" i asked anxiously i didn't want to see her this sad i can see that they all are crying
"what's happening!?" i shouted when they all didn't look at me and ignored
i felt frustrated and tried to hug my parents
!!!
"i--!!!" i tried again but my hand passed through
my tears can't help but flow harder "no!!! it can't be!!!" i shut my eyes as i turned
my head hang low and i slowly .... slowly opened my eyes
"no-- i -- it can't be-- im dead!!??" my knees weakened as i saw my name carved in the tombstone
"no !!-- im here-- love please!! please look at me!! tell me this is a joke!!!" i shouted desperately
she didn't budge and just cried, i saw her eyes lifeless ,longing and guilt
i dashed towards my friends" please guys!! im here!! look we promised right? we will all go to paris this year?" i smiled forcefully begging for any reaction
but not one answered their eyes were lingering in the stone sadness enveloped their eyes"wendy, yeri, joy!! please! "
i didn't realize that i was now kneeling and sobbing in every words
"jisoo! rosé! please, speak to me " i covered my face with my palm as i cried
i shook my head in frustration "why! how!?" questions where rambling on my mind
"I'm on my way love!" i said cheerful and excited on our date
lisa chuckled through the phone she hummed "take care love, I'll wait for you!"
her words made the butterflies in my stomach go wild and i giggled" don't hang up okay?"
she laughed softly at my childishness " Mm i won't i love hearing your voice"
i blushed at her antics and i went inside the taxi that i called i gave the location written on the paper lisa left and the car drove off
"only my voice?" i asked coldly
lisa chuckled nervously" no ..hehe..ofcourse i love everything about you, i love-
*screech!!
"aahhhh"
*!!
i opened my eyes when i heard her voice anxious and scared
the car was upside down and here i am laying with my own pool of blood
broken glass scattered everywhere
a sad smile appeared on my face and a tear rolled down my eyes
"love!! love!! please speak to me!!! love are you there!! irene this is not a funny joke please speak to me!!"
i chuckled softly and winced at the pain
there's a metal pierced to my chest i can smell the smoke and gasoline inside the broken car
i reached to my phone and held it to my ear "love im hear" i choked to my voice the pain made me wince in every word i spoke
i can hear lisa panting "fuck!! ready the car!!!"
"lisa" i mumbled then i can feel her stop on the other side at my voice
it went silent for a second
"irene stay with me"
i shook my head like she can even see it
i can't speak much by the blood clogging my throat with trembling hands
i changed it to video call
in one ring she answered ,her mouth agape sadness, anger and guilt covered her eyes
"love please wait for me I'm coming!" i can see the screen shaking as she run towards her car and it drove of
"lisa " her head snapped towards the phone realizing i was still there
i smile and chuckled softly but then i coughed blood"irene love don't! wait for me don't move! don't speak!"
she's scared and guilty
i shook my head slowly "lisa it's not your fault "
her eyes grew anger and i sighed "i love you" i mumbled and her eyes sank at my chosen words
"don't you fucking tell me that
like your saying goodbye!!
irene stay with me im almost near!!"
she shouted feeling lost
a tear rolled down her face and god knows how it hurts me to see that i am the reason why she's in that situation
"lisa please say that you love me" i begged as my vision became blurry
she shook her head vigorously and bit her lips
her tears flow endlessly and wiped it harshly "i-- i --love
*boom
my vision turned blurred and i can feel the heat eating my body
i can see the flames dancing around
i gripped the phone tightly i can't hear her voice I can't see her clearly
"i love you lisa i will always do" i smiled weakly as another loud explosion erupted
---
"it's time irene" i was startled when someone spoke in my back
i turned and i was horrified a man in black cape held a scythe in his hand "who are you!?" i stuttered as i back a way
the man chuckled" i am here to fetch you"
"grim reaper!?" i asked in disbelief
the man nodded"as what you call the angel of death azrael"he said boredly
my knees weakened i shook my head" no i can't leave them!"
"i didn't ask for your permission" the man scoffed and held his scythe to my neck
"lisa!!!"
