The one your with but not the one your looking for

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Remember our date last week? I'm sure you do.

Do you remember how I bought everything that you want jus to make you smile?

I wondered...

Was I the reason why you weren't smiling?

Because it wasn't him your with but me who you don't love anymore?

I should've seen that you don't want to be by my side anymore. 

But me being me didn't notice anything...


Was I giving you a hard time?

Your in love with someone else but your with your soon to be ex that time.

But now, it's no longer soon-to-be...

I'm only just an ex now.

The ex that you will eventually forget.

The ex that you fell out of love for

The ex that gave everything and didn't leave anything for himself that's why his so empty right now?

Was that it?

Where did I go wrong? 

When did my love suddenly felt wrong for you?

I risked everything....

I even did everything even if I hurted the people that treasures me truly...

Just for you.

But what happened to us?

Your happy with him while I'm here asking where I've gone wrong.

Your happy with him while I'm here who can't move on

Did I give too much?

But isn't love always like that?

You give too much and in the end, your the one who's left empty.


"I know it hurts hyung. Believe me, I'm actually hurting inside right now. Wanna know why?" 

I nodded 

"Because your ex lover's lover right now....is also my ex" 

"Oh, I'm sorry to hear that Chan. How did you two break up?" 

"Just the way you and your ex did. He fell out of love and found your ex" 

"I see...looks like we both need some healing to do" I chuckled

"Yes we do..."





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