well, I'm not sure how to explain this feeling. but it's like if the world just looks at you. you see all of the pain and the suffering, they've been through. but then it's like everything just is gone. you feel nothing. you get depressed and lonely, and when you feel like no one would ever like you because you're not good enough. like your not good enough for anyone. so you gotta just suck it up and just try and shake it off, but that only makes it worse.
and you feel like the world just hates you know because you're trying to run away from your own problems. but then you try and text someone like vent to them. but then after you're done doing that you feel guilty like you've just wasted their time. and you feel like that because they could be out there living their life, instead of wasting their time on you. but then you get some sort of happiness right there that tells you, you could do the same thing, you just have to believe that you could do it. but then that some piece of happiness, just vanishes.
and now you realize how useless and worthless you are. and now your just nothing. and no one cares about you.
