Para kay Isla,

Sunset

2014, December

Hi, Isla. Si Jann 'to. 

I missed you! 

That photo was taken last week while I was spending the rest of my work breaks on the beach. I hope you liked it, being someone who is crazy for sunsets as much as I am. Sometimes even crazier than I am. 

I wanted to say sorry dahil hindi na kita binibisita dyan sa Manila at hindi na rin tayo masyadong nag-uusap. Aaminin ko, naduwag ako with what you asked me last time we saw each other, at hindi ko alam kung paano magpaliwanag sayo.

Moving forward, I realized my mistakes. I was selfish. I chose what would bring me less pain. I broke our friendship promise which is to always remind each other of our dreams in our darkest days. I realized na wala rin ako sa posisyon upang burahin lahat ng nangyari between you and Cedric dahil naging parte siya ng buhay at pagkatao mo. And also because at that moment, I knew you had your darkest days and Cedric was once your greatest dream.

I hope you are sitting somewhere safe and you are not alone while reading this letter because now, I am coming clean.

Isla, this is your story.