I am a woman of commitment
to the one I devoted love and faith;
But I somehow felt something,
for I can’t figure out anything.
All this time I thought I was happy,
But that’s just an illusion of me;
Things fell out of place,
And feelings left no space.
Loneliness is a bit striking me,
When I know it wasn’t supposed to be;
I felt alone and betrayed
Even if it wasn’t portrayed.
I’m still holding on to a promise
But why am I feeling this??
I don’t want to hurt no more
But this pain can’t be ignored.
I thought I’d be forever convicted
To a crime I never committed;
I never wanted to cheat
But my deed got no retreat.
Because of this guy,
Who saved me from all the lie;
Who just came out of the blue,
And painted my essence anew.
Life was not that easy,
Until he came unexpectedly.
Who changed a lot in me
And rescue me from misery.
I don’t know where I’m at,
I feel like a rotten cat.
Who suffers from insanity
And trying hard back to reality.
I don’t know how I got here,
Seems like I can’t see anything clear.
I’m finding it hard to end this,
My emotions got suppress.
I don’t want to hurt anyone
I just wanted to see the sun;
To enlighten my world,
And entrust me the perfect word.
I’m a sinner I guess,
For creating this mess.
This end up my confession
For entering an indespensible liason
