OFF LIMITS

chater one: Rehad

I couldn't believe I was here. The place I avoided for so long. I knew I liked sex but I would of never thought to be addicted.

My first time was so amazing it honestly felt like doing drugs for the first time. Feeling like that I craved it more and more and could not think straight thinking about it. But it wasn't just sex.... It was more like a relieved feeling I got afterwards. That's what got me hooked.

As I walked into that room I was surprised with probably the most tempting scenario anyone could ever think of. I was expecting a room full of guys that thought they were addicted. It took me three years to finally except I was addicted to sex and then..... BAM!!!!! I walk into a room full of gorgeous woman. At first I thought I was in the wrong room but then a sweet voice that soothed my soul said " Welcome, My name is Hilary and I'm a sex addict". I couldn't believe how this person who I don't even know could just walk up to me and say that. But for some reason she made me feel comfortable with myself. "Hi, My name is Joshua and I-I'm an addict too. My mind was else were while she talked. She had these beautiful eyes, soft pink lips, and her neck. God I was attracted to her neck. As if I was a vampire ready to strike on a victim, but something held me back.

As everyone settled and sat down I tried not to make look obvious but I really wanted to sit next to her. So I speedily walked to the chair next to hers and took a seat. She gave me a smile unlike any other. With other girls I would of planned on how I was going to sleep with them, but with her, I didn't think about sex at all throughout the time until I heard a voice say " would you like to share anything Joshua" I quickly came through and she said gave me a look as if she said to go up there, everything will be okay.

"Hi, My name is Joshua, and I-I'm a s-sex addict"........"Hi Joshua!!!!" Everyone said and as I looked at all their faces I quickly gazed at hers and she had that smile again. A smile that made me feel at home. A smile that me me feel safe and at peace. This girl brought out feelings from me that I've never felt before. I had to ask our to dinner or something. I needed to get to know her more. So as soon as the we were done I rushed to her and went for it.