Mistakes or Love? - A Janoskians Fanfiction

Chapter 18

I folded my last outfit and stuffed it into one of my smaller cases. We were only going home for a week but I needed to make sure I had enough stuff.

‘Are you not excited?’ Becca asked enthusiastically. ‘We’re going home!’

‘Yeah, I’m buzzing to tell my mum her daughter’s 17 and pregnant’ I rolled my eyes. It was alright for her, it was just like a holiday. She’ll be all loved up with Beau whilst his brothers and I sort out some pretty messed up shit. Of course I haven’t told my mum yet, it wasn’t right over the phone, all she knows is that we’re visiting home whilst school is on break.

‘C’mon girls I think you should get some sleep, you’ll be up at 3’ Katy walked in with some hot chocolate. I took the mug off her and took a sip, it wasn’t the nicest but I guess it’s the thought that counts.

‘Am I giving the boys a lift too? My car can fit you all in.’ she asked.

‘If you would, thanks Katy’ I smiled and gave her a small hug, we hadn’t really seen much of each other but somehow she didn’t judge me when I told her about my ‘situation’. She nodded then slowly closed the door before going to her own room.

‘Are you going to keep the baby?’ Becca asked into the darkness.

‘I really don’t know’ my voice came out as a whisper. I heard Becca sigh then put her head phones in. The muffled sound of her music carried on playing as her breathing got deeper and she fell asleep, but there was no way I was sleeping tonight. I was over thinking, everything.

The next morning we got up at 3, I’d hardly slept but still managed to be more awake than Becca. Katy picked up the boys and we drove to the airport, ready for our flight at 5:30.

I found my seat next to Beau, whilst Jai, Luke and Becca were spread out across the plane.

‘I hate flying’ Beau mumbled as he fidgeted around in his seat.

‘Don’t worry, it’s only for 28 hours’ I laughed. He rolled his eyes and put his headphones in as the plane started to take off. I leant my elbow on the side of the window and watched the ground get further and further off the ground. Butterflies filled my stomach and tears started to fill my eyes but I blinked them away, I had to be strong and show I was responsible. I was on my own now. I know I had Luke and Jai but things weren’t the same anymore...

‘You do know I’m still pissed with you’ Beau said, interrupting my thoughts.

‘I know’ I sighed.

‘You really hurt Jai’

I turned around and looked at Beau.

‘It was you who told them that night, I was going to break it to him slowly’

‘You weren’t going to tell him at all, you’re a little pussy’ he shook his head. As much as I didn’t want to admit it, Beau was right.

‘Well it’s over now’ I mumbled, facing the window again.

‘It’s a shame really, Jai really liked you.’ He paused. ‘He still does’

I quickly turned around and looked at him; he raised an eyebrow and smiled slightly. As much as I hated Beau sometimes, for just generally being annoying he was alright occasionally. I smiled to myself and faced the window again, closing my eyes in hope to get some sleep.

Jai’s P.O.V

I looked at my phone to check the time, 14:30. We’d been on the flight for 9 hours and I was bored out of my mind. I sat up in my seat and looked over to the front of the plane where Beau and Lily were both fast asleep, I then looked across and saw Becca clearly listening to music and Luke a few rows back from her watching a movie on one of those small TV’s in the front of the chair. I smirked and walked over to where Becca was sitting.