Heads up this chapter may trigger Signs of Depression so read at your ion risk.
Dream POV
We all just stood here staring at each other. I didn't know what to say. What could I say. I couldn't tell them the truth they would do nothing but use my feelings against me trust me I know.
Why can't they just leave me alone. It's too late for me. My heart is broken its shattered and I don't think anyone can fix it. I used to think love was the key but now I think it's the problem.
Because everyone I loved seemed to do nothing but hurt me. But now they're living happily ever after while I'm living with a shattered heart. And a lot of fucking animals.
"Why are you here" "To see you of course" chance said.
"I don't want to see you so go back where you came from and leave me be I'm better off alone with My fur babies".
"Babygirl I know we started off on the wrong foot and we're sorry and we want to make it up to you, and we would really like to get to know you the right way this time. Please give us a second chance."
Alex begged as they were now fully in my hotel room. "I don't believe in second chances I don't believe in first chances why can't you see that and just find somebody else".
"Because" Alex said. "BECAUSE WHAT" "BECAUSE YOUR DIFFERENT AND AMAZING WHY CAN'T YOU SEE THAT" Chance yelled.
"I don't deserve love". Even if I did I would have it by now. "Why can't you see that I am a lost cause. Go get somebody that's worth Loving and LEAVE. ME. ALONE".
No You do deserve Love and you deserve us. Why can't you see that". Alex asked wiping my teary eyes.
At this point I had tears streaming down my face. I just wanted to be left alone with my animals.
All these years I've been alone never has anyone shown me any sign of attention when I needed it the most. And neither when I begged for it.
But now here they come trying to give me what I gave up on it a long time ago. Something I thought I didn't even want anymore or so I thought I did.
Nobody was ever there but now when I'm good and happy by myself with my fur babies. Here they come wanting to take my loneliness away.
Why now why after all these years that I've been hurt in my self-pity and sorrow of loneliness and now Here they are trying to take it all away.
What have I done to deserved all this pain. I just want to be free and happy and if that means alone I have came to except it why are they trying to change that now.
"WHYY SHOULD I "?! I cried out. There were so many thoughts swirling through my head.
I felt dizzy and lightheaded I couldn't take this anymore I'm so sick of the stress its killing me once again. Does anyone give a fuck about me.
There are so many questions swirly through my mind. I just wanted to be at piece I thought I was at piece.
"Because your Beautiful"!!! Is what I heard before I passed out.
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