Do I love him?

Goodbye

Kris POV
*chu*
She kissed me
But
It was
On my forehead
I know why she didn't kiss me on my lips
Because she loves Chanyeol and I respect her decision
"Goodbye Kris I'm really gonna miss you" she says
"I'm gonna miss you more, way more than you can ever imagine" I say
She backs away and goes to Chanyeol
Please don't go Yuri
I love you I really do
I want you to stay here with me
Don't go
Tears start running down my cheeks and I feel my heart break
I look at her until I can't see her anymore and kneel down
"Why...why do you hurt so much" I say and punch my chest
"Stop that" I hear someone say
I hit my chest harder
I see an
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Angel
Right infront of me
She's wearing white and she's hugging me now
"Don't do that Kris" I open my eyes trying not to cry more
"It's ok let it all out, just let it all out" she says
I cry and hug her back
"I don't know what's wrong with me my heart hurts a lot"
My eyes are filled with tears and I can't see straight
She pulls away from me and looks at me
"This is not the end of the world, there are a lot of beautiful girls out there"
I shake my head
"I love Yuri, she's the only person I see when I close my eyes"
She sighs and it's shaking
She's crying
I hold her cheeks and wipe her tears
"Why are you crying?" I ask
"I didn't know you loved me so much"
O.O
W-what
Does that mean that she's
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YURI!?
She hugs me
"Yuri?" I ask
"Yes, it's me" she says
"Why did you come back" I ask
"I wanted to ask you to go home and rest, and then when you wake up let one of the cooks cook you soup, soup is good for hangovers" she says
Is she worried about me?
"Ok I'll go home, but I want to go back and dance with you first" I say
"Are you sure you'll be able to cause you drank a lot"
I nod and stand up then wipe away my tears she does the same
I give her my arm and she takes it
>\\\\\\<
"Let's go" she says and smiles
She just made me feel better sometimes I do think if she's an angel
Because ever since she entered our lives Chanyoel has gotten happier and nicer
I've gotten happier and more caring
And it's all because of this beautiful angle right next to me
We arrive at the ball and the slow song is still playing
"Hurry or it will end" she says
I nod and we jog onto the dance floor
She puts her arms around my neck
And I put mine on her hips
She leans her head on my chest
"I can hear your heart" she says
O.O
"It's beating really fast"
O/////////O
"Mine is too" she says
O.O
"It is?"
She nods
"I never danced with a handsome guy that is taller then me" she says
O////////O
"How about Chanyeol" I say
She shakes her head
"I've never danced with him...yet" she says and smiles
So beautiful
I smile too
"Oh!" She says
"What?"
she smiles really wide
"You smiled this is the first time I saw you smile like you men it"
Like you mean it?
"I guess so" I say
The song ended and so did the dance
"See you tomorrow guys" Yuri says to us and leaves with Chanyeol
I had fun today
But Chanyeol and Yuri are still not married so I still have a chance