Should I become a spokesperson

My thoughts

So I am using this to express my life in order to feel better better then keeping track of a journal okay here it is my first of my thoughts.

Should life be saw as a video game in my way of life yes and no but the reason being because we go though life as if it's supposed to be by the book. If my friends see this they will be mad but this is my story I say to myself because I need to look after myself in order to look after them it's like a story quest. I need to find better equipment in order to survive right. but then again there is also the achievements in life. We go though life like I said by a book but they give us the book to write our own story not to let others try to write in it themselves. So they can control your life like a parasite or a little brother trying to change your Minecraft world since you are supposed to share the console. But that's an achievement worth getting to get full control of the console again as you did before he got old enough to play it is yours to play not for him to say mom's says it's mine not yours then he cry to your mom that you hit him when you were on the other side of the darn room and not on the side he was on anyway this is going though my mind as I'm playing subnautica and I think it's a way to better myself than nothing. It is so I can not gush it out in the middle of a event or when something serious is going on. Till the next mind thought goodnight ladies and gentlemen you have been a great audience.