This all started when I was in the 6th grade where I had alot of freind and i felt loved but then halfway through the year somethings happened and now my freinds ignored me and I became a shadow of someone who everyone now loves and adores but now I am slowly being pushed away from my the little bunch of freinds I have. And maybe it was from the mistake I did when I was drunk. or maybe it is just me in general. So no matter what I will be the shadow of someone who is better than me and no one will notice or care. and even though by now you probably know who is shadowing over me I still love him but that is about all I can say. And if I decide to vanish one day I would like for you to know that it isn't his fault that I am an unlovable person
