'im sorry.."

'Where it all went downhill'

The date was 25 July, my 245 birthday... it would be my last...
I was only seven at that point. I didn't know what I'd do without her or him. They were the only ones keeping me alive until they had to go. I still don't get why no one has made a chemical to keep people living forever. I do miss Layla and Ben, they died because they couldn't handle life anymore. It still makes me cry thinking about it...
2010 July 25, on my birthday they committed. I only found out on the 26. I still remember a lot of memories with me, Layla and Ben.
One of the best memories was when we all went to the ice skating rink and then had Wendy's afterwards!! It's a shame we can't do that today:(.
8 Layla was, 9 Ben was.
I was at my highest with those two, now I'm at my lowest. Im lonely, I have no friends anymore, everyone thinks I'm a freak. As I closed my eyes the day they committed, I thought about seeing them the next day, but I was wrong, very wrong.