Why do i feel like this.? ~Tokomaru~

I cant think straight..

Tokos pov:
Me and Komaru have been friends for over a year or so, but that doesn't matter.. It's not like i care about our relationship.
I feel so awkward when I'm around her, she always flirts with me as a joke but I always blush for no reason.. It's not like I like her or anythi-

I slammed my book as Komaru walked into the room. "W-What are you d-d-doing in here.?" I say nervously. She walked next to me near my desk. "Watcha writin'?" She said leaning next to me. She is so close, it's almost impossible to not blush with her this close to me. "I-It's none of y-your business!!" I shout a little softly while hiding the book. "Oh alright, I wanted to know if you wanted to go ride bikes around the park or around the blocks." Is she asking me out on a date? No, it can't be. Nobody would like to go on a date with m- "Yeah.." she then proceeded to smile. "Ok! Is 11:00am or 6:30pm good? At 11 it would be a nice breeze and bright, at 6 it would be a nice sunset vibe." I sat there thinking why I bursted out like that. Was it instinct or..? "U-Uhm 6.?" I say while looking out the window in the other direction avoiding the brunette. " Alright!" She then proceeded to leave my room. Once she left i let out a big gasp, why did she want to ride bikes so late? I stand up and went over to my closet thinking. "W-What should i wear? I- Well.. I want to impress- NO!" I grab a big white t-shirt and pastel purple justice shorts. "W-Why am I thinking like this, i never liked her. I-Is it because I've been around her t-t-too long?" I walk over to my mirror and spray down a bits of hair. I started staring at the mirror wondering what i would look like in a few years, I look so strange. I had short hair and a pin of some sort.. Next thing i knew Komaru was in the mirror. "K-KOMARU!?" I turn around to see my wall. "Toko? Is everything ok?!" She ran over to me as I fell down. "I-I-I thought I saw y-you in my m-mirror it- it was s-s-so r-"
Komaru hugged me tightly "It's ok, I'm right here.." I never felt this way, i hugged her back scared. She gave me her hand and pulled me up while putting her arm around my shoulder making my head tough her shoulder. "Wanna go get a snack to calm down?" She said smiling. I smiled back at her automatically. "S-Sure."

We headed downstairs and I sat on the couch while Komaru went over to the kitchen. "Is there something in particular you would like, Toki?" She said a little loud so I could hear her. "U-Uhmm.. Eggos?" I said softly wrapping myself with a blanket like a burrito. Komaru got out the toaster and got the eggos from the freezer, she then popped in the eggos into the toaster. "They should be done soon!" Komaru said walking over to the couch and sitting next to me. "T-Thanks i guess.." I say quietly.
She turned on the TV and slid the remote under my little blanket burrito. "You look so adorable wrapped up like that~" she said jokingly."K-KOMARU!? WHAT WA-WA-WAS THAT F-FOR?!" I scream blushing as red as a tomato. Komaru proceeded to giggle and laugh at my embarrassed self. "Hehe, It's a joke!" She said smirking at me. "I-I wish it wasn't.." I say softly before clapping my mouth. "What's wrong, Toki?" She says looking at me funny. "N-NOTHING.."