I do what I want!!

Chapter 3

* thats makaylah to the side when she was going to the beach *

As the next day came and I woke up, I was sour. And I just relized that I had sex last night. As I got up I saw Jamal sleep in my bed.

I went to go take a shower and refresh my mind. When I got out I saw that Jamal wasn't in my bed but I went to go get dressed so I could make me some money. Like I always did.

After I got done with my hair I went to go in the kitchen to make me something to eat. But as I went in their I see Jamal cooking .

Jamal's P.O.V

I wonder where she going with a black half shirt, some black and white joggers on, and some black heals on. And her hair was down.

So where you going today I asked her .
Uh..uh..ummm she said to me

I thought I made you forget about all that stuff last night and can you be honest when I ask you this I said to her.

Yea I can she said. OK, so are you going to get money by having sex with these Ebola flew looking as niggas. I asked her while putting the food on the table.

She lowered her head and said yes i am in sorry.

There is no sorry if you don't mean it and ima let you live your life have fun I said to her while i was mad.

Please don't leave
she said to me.
Why shouldn't i , you about to go do yo thang and I tried to tell you that I could take care of you but you won't listen so don't run after me when you get hurt or pregnant I said to her as I could see tears coming down her face.

Why do she have to do this. I already told her I could take care of her but she just won't listen. I love her like I did no one else but my mom and her. Well one day she just go learn but I know I could get her from doing this I just have to try harder and in not having sex with her till she get clean and make sure she don't have any diseases or not pregnant. I said in my head.

Well are you going to eat what I made you I asked her.
Yea and thx. She said to me.

So when are you going to stop all of this I asked her. Well hopefully soon she told me

Well I think you should stop now I told her. I..I I don't knowww its been hard ok .

Makayla P.O.V

as sat down Watching him get ready and leave thats when I ran up to the door before he could and kissed him making him deepening the kiss.

What was that for he asked me.
I don't know I just did and please don't leave cause I want you here.
But are you goin to stay with me today instead of doing that crap.
Yea sure what ever as long as you stay here with me.

As The morning went by it was the afternoon. Thats when it started getting dark Jamal had told me to get up and put my shoes on. I did as told but then I stopped and asked where are we going.
Don't worry about it and I advise you to put on something else than heals.
So as I put on different shoes I just stood there until he told me but instead he picked me up bridal style and carried me to his car . he opened the door for me like a gentleman and I smiled.

We drove all the way to the Beach. I smiled a little to my self when I felt jamal hand on my thigh. As we got out we walked in the sand talking and having a good time. Then we sat down ..I layed beside him and leaned on him for a kiss and thats when I got on top of him but got off cause this is the beach not home . my body was just screaming for him inside me right now.
After we played fight, laugh, and talk we wenr back home cause it was getting late.

Jamal's P.O.V

So did you like it beautiful? I asked her.
Yes and I loved it while I walked up and put her up on the counter in the kitchen . I positioned myself between her legs and rubbed her inner thigh as I watched her put out a quietly moan.
As i picked her up and walked into tge bedroom i threw her on the bed softly making her giggle a little. Thats when i sat down on the bed next to her as she started laying on me. Thats when i asked her do she want to watch a scary movie. she said sure so i had put on The Conjuring..