"Im wasting your time"
As the sun sets, you could hear children screaming as they went inside their houses after playing with their friends .Usually at this time Wilbur would be on his laptop or annoying the other members of the family
but today was different ,
today Wilbur was pacing up and down the hallway. 3 letters in hand each of them with the same content as he contemplated going into Philza room (where techno was) he went into his own,and tidied it up he then put the letters on a desk, went and took a shower "should i do this" he thought after he got out of the shower. He shook his head trying to make the thought go away.
It had been to long to regret this.
before he left the room .he looked at everything for a good minute .his guitar near his desk..oh he was gonna miss that
On the shelf there was a pic picture of him, Jack, Tubbo and Niki .he wishes he could have said sorry to all of them.
pictures on the wall with techno and tommy and their mom and phil.the thought of his mum made him want to cry so he closed the door and he starts doubting his decision again.
"Your wasting your time''
He first went to phils room,taking a deep breath and plastering a smile on his face.
"Dad?Techno? i'm coming in"he says knocking on the door.
"Sure come in"comes back a reply from techno.
"Did u want something mate ?"Phil asks as Wilbur sits on the bed.
"Oh...i....uhh wanted to tell you not to make dinner tonight.for me.Im going over to someone's place" he finished.
"Alright ! anything else?"Techno says.
"Oh ya i....misplaced your coat techno and your keychain phil,i would have searched for it but im in a hurry ,it might be in my cupboard or something.
"Oh okay,dont worry ill search for it techno says,smiling.
wilbur smiles back he is glad he got to see that smile of techno's again....
"Oh and before I leave this might be weird but...can I have a hug from you both ?
".Sure"phil and techno say at the same time while moving as they give wilbur a hug .Phils got his wings out which adds warmth to the hug wilbur realizes that he hasn't had this type of hug since he was small.
"Thanks a lot."wilbur said
Wilbur now heads to Tommy's room. He clutches the letter in his hand.he left 2 letters in his clothes cupboard with technos cape and phils keychain.
He hopes they don't find it soon after he leaves. He doesn't want to give it to them since they would probably open it sooner as expected . but Tommy's a different case .
tommy's dumb.
really dumb.
"Your city gave me asthma"
Wilbur knock's on Tommy's door
"tommy?are you in there?"
Wilbur said as putting his hand down from the gentle knock on the middle of a hard-wood door.
"Yea i am coming in whoever it is" tommy replied.
"what do u want bitch" tommy snarled as he saw wilbur entering the room.
"close the door behind baldy head" . "I am not bald! Anyways here take this"
Wilbur hands Tommy the letter.''what's this..?"Tommy asks.
"It's a letter .don't open it until dinner tho'' Wilbur replies
"alright ?i guess".
"thank you..i'm going out by the way" ."oh can i come?''Tommy asked.
"Nope.u dont belong there.
"Huh?".
"i mean ur too annoying"
.oh shut up son of a-" .tommy stops midway as he's pulled into a bearhug by wilbur .he doesn't know why he can feel this wetness on tommys shoulder
Tears.
"Shit,shit"wilbur thought he shouldn't be crying he'l know-
. "Will why are u-".tommy starts
"Welp gotta go !you probably won't see me again"- anddddd he messed up again. Wilbur ran out
of tommys room,down the stairs and put on his shoes.
''Give Tommy five minutes and he'l probably get it" he thought while putting on his shoes
.Tommy on the other hand was still trying to process the information he just heard. It wasn't
very normal of wilbur to come to his room and give him a hug,let alone start crying.
''and the last line-"
oh fuck is he-
tommy screams wilburs name as he runs down the stairs and out the door ,not bothering to put shoes on . it's cold ,so cold but if he takes the time to put his shoes on.
Someone might Go away forever or worse
die..
"And ur water gave me cancer"
After bumping into many people, Tommy finally found wilbur.
In a snowy alleway of all damn places.
"Wilbur!" .tommy screams as he comes into the light of the streetlights
"Tommy- what are you....you're not supposed.....to be here-"."Oh shut up u bloody bastard...please-....please come-back ".
"I can't come back !"."why?". "i-just dont-....please-..wilbur"tommy pleads stepping closer to him.
"I'm so sorry tommy but no-"wilbur turns his back on tommy,who desperately tries to grab his coat to pull him back.
And that's when cold gets to him.he plops onto the snow as feeling his legs and hands start go numb .
wilbur hearing tommy fall, looks back and immediately picks up his little brother up,cursing as he realizes he realizes tommy had no shoes,and more importantly no jaket.he takes his phone out of his pocket to call phil .
"Hey phil!yea umm u have a location tracker on my phone right? Yea can you follow it and come here where i am right now? tommys followed me and he forgot his coat and shoes.
yea.
mhm.
thanks.
"see you when you come back". tommy wakes wakes up and musters as much he can to say
"please...don't do whatever your doing"
as wilbur puts his coat over tommy .as he gets u
"sorry tommy...i am truly bad but no can do big T"
he pauses before he kneels so he's eye to eye with tommy "i love you so much .never forget that".
he puts his phone in tommy's hands and ran away and as tommy begins to block his eyes.the image of wilbur becomes smaller and smaller till he disappeared in the crowd.
as wilbur gets onto the last seat of a bus ,he double checks on where it's going .he doesnt recognize the name but he's sure it's far away .
everything was going according to plan ,well except the tommy part .
he knew what he was doing was selfish but Sometimes it's okay to be a little selfish right? .As the bus stops at its designated spot and everyone gets of wilbur hopes that someone will notice something is wrong .
because you see ,family will say they love you and his family probably would do as well ,but a stranger ,someone who does not care for you ,if that stranger does it ,it would mean something.
at least it would to wilbur .but as he enters a train station and pays for a ticket ,he kind of realized...that's not gonna happen.
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~Jubliee line~
Fanfictionwarning :this book contains mention of sucide and swear words soo ye :D dont say i dint warn ya- art in the book by :candice on twiter