Suicidal Thoughts

Have you ever felt worn out ? felt like your just Completely empty , just tired of EVERYTHING ! that you just dont want to be on earth any more ? ... Life is full of pain & sickness , no one can ever be happy on earth . So many things happen in everyones life ...

See one day there was a girl name  Emma , who lived in Brooklyn New york . She was 10 years old . She was born with Downsindrum but ,  she was very smart in school & always smiling ,  but behind that smile .. was pain , fear , and Suicidal thoughts . Emma would always wear long sleave clothing , even when it very hot . everyone would ask her .. " Emma , aren't you hot ? " she would always say no ! . one day after school , Emma was crying in the locker room , her teacher ms . jones immediately ask whats going on because , Emma is usally happy . But ,  Emma replied " everything is fine .. " ran home * .

When Emma got home she didnt even attempt to take her clothes off she just layed down on her bed , and closed her eyes softly . Emma was hurt .. " .

Emma has a mother ,  but in the inside .. she doesnt . Emma mother " Gloria " treats her like she worfe nothing ! . Emme mother tells her very hurtful things .. She tells her that she isn't her child . She tells her thats she doesnt love her .. And when she tells Emma that .. what can she say back ? Nothing , Because at the end of everything that her mother ..

Behind this whole story , emma has also been bullied . Not once , Not Twice but , more than 3 times . They usually call her ugly , stink , & fat . But what can emma do ? .. She's to scared .. That same day emma sat on her bed and thought to her self . " Why me !? , why does everyone hate me " ? . " After all , everybody would be much better of without me right ?  " emma said . Sat there for a few hours just thinking .... Finally , she got up and sat by the computer . Emma looked to her left & saw a pen & paper . She wrote ... "

  Dear , No one ,

     My life has reached a end . Dont be sad . Was it your fault ? .. you'll never know now . While i was breathing were you listening ? To my pains , my concerns & my feelings ? . No ! So why are you sad ? This is not to make you feel bad , it is for me to feel good . I can feel good with constant put downs . I cant feel good with someone who can not listen . I cant feel good by my self on this earth . I cant feel good in my casket . I cant feel good wheather im down in hell , or flying high in heaven .  Weather you love me or not .. I do . Weather you listened or not . I spoke . Weather you miss me or not . Im dying tonight . My life has reached an end ...        

                  Goodbye "

Emma got up and slowly walked into her bathroom .  There was a razor on the sink , she slowly picked it up , and looked at herself in the mirror . She said " Ill be okay , Not today & probaly not tomorrow " and she slowy cut herself while saying " im worth nothing " ...  She sat on the floor and slowly died . Her mom came rushing in , she saw Emma on the floor then , started crying ! She looked on the mirror & it said " Mom , Why do you care ? Dont be sad " .. She walked into Emma room & saw the letter , when she read it ... She cried Harder & Harder . And said to her self " why didnt i care !? Why didnt I realized Emma Had .. SUICIDAL THOUGHTS " ..