This stupid feeling | Hu Tao Chongyun

meeting

I felt a relief as I stretched my body. I turned my gaze to the sky and watched the once orange sky coming to a more purple tone.

How long am I sitting here already? Xingqui told me, that they will not take that long and only need my opinion...for this poem battle...I did not even know that something like this really existed or that I will see something like this during my training hours or how Xingqui would call it my free time.

I turned my head to meet the eyes of Xingqui he probably knows what I want to know and just shakes his head apologizing. My frown came quickly back, and I looked to my shoes playing with the dirt a bit out of boredom.

A little chuckle caught my attention and my gaze cam up to look at the cu- director of the Wangsheng funeral parlor. On her face was a cheeky smile and I could feel my face heat up and my heart beating faster. The moment she looked up and stares directly into my eyes hit me like a claymore and I had to look away.

I don't know that this kind of feeling is, it is unordinary for me I never had it before when I met someone why now and why with her?

I had to think about it...I once heard Xingqui talking about something like this in one of his poems the hot anger or something like this. Maybe I hate her and now I am realizing it because I met her?

This could be it!

I hate her.

"Do you need something or are u just looking at me because I am a beautiful maiden?" I heard her beau- sof- voice and she interrupted me rudely thinking about the new feeling I discovered only to caught me off guard and to feel my face become hot.

I looked up to her to meet her eyes the reddish eyes which are looking at me and only at me. Oh, how much I hate her...it sounds somehow weird.

"I am not looking at you! tsk" I respond and looked to Xingqui because I want him to help me out of this awkward situation.

She just chuckled and responded with this cheeky smile "Whatever you say tsun-yun"

I could feel my face heat up once again and even harder than before because she gave me a nickname and I am so confused why is she saying this and why is she still looking to me?

The biggest worry I have now is my Yang Energy, I feel hot, and my stomach has a weird feeling, but I don't really feel the Yang energy to become overwhelming in fact it quite felt pleasing.

Xingqui also chuckled about the conversation and just continued to work on his poem smiling about whatever he is thinking about again.

The came come closer for them to showing off their poems. The one and only thing I know is that poems often show what the writer is thinking or feeling, so I am quite interested in the poem from the brown-haired girl.

But at first Xingqui had to show what he has written down and I must say that I like it, he has this traditional style, and everything sounds pleasing but only the content itself bothers me.

His poem is about two lovebirds, and I don't know what he wants to say with it.

The Poem of the cu- girl was completely different, she used more modern words sometimes it doesn't even made sense and it was just a big word chaos but still it had a good sound and with the content was nothing wrong either.

I had to choose who was the winner of this poem battle and it is a very hard decision, because both had their up and downsides, so I decided to give the winter title this time Xingqui.

The girl complained a bit about it, but she still gave Xingqui her hand and it felt a bit weird seeing them so close to each other.

I looked away and told Xingqui that I want to go home he quickly said the girl goodbye and we went outside.

"You and miss Hu had fun" he asked with a little grin and poked a bit my shoulder. I was confused about what he means and choose to ignore it.

"She is quite annoying" that's the only thing I said but the name Hu will be in my mind for a long time.