My Secret Admirer [COMPLETED](UNDER MAJOR EDITING!!!)

CHAPTER FOUR: No Regrets

Kenji's POV

"Jamie, I'm not sure about this question--" When she didn't answer I already knew. Tinulugan na nga ako nitong chubby cheeks na 'to. When I turned to see her, nakatulog na siyang nakadapa.

D*mn.. she's so cute!

So to make her comfortable, I decided to carry her and lay her on her back. Pero sa di inaasahang pagkakataon, I tripped.

Tsk! Baboo..

Why am I being silly and stupid? Sa takot kong maibagsak siya sa sahig.

Aish!
I fell on top of her.

Omo! Omo! Omo!

My imagination starts running wild...

That's when I kissed her cheek..

I kissed her forehead,

her nose,

and then her sweet red lips...

And Now I'm kissing her hungrily and passionately. I can't seem to stop caressing her. I know, I should've resisted but I can't and I won't, not now, NOPE.

Ah-nee-yoh..

I'm only human and I'm physically and emotionally longing for this girl. I maybe tipsy but I damn know what I'm doing, I just lost my self-restraint I guess. I was about to stop when she whispered my name.

"Ken.." And with all my luck she kissed me back. "Hmm.." she even moaned.

I'm starting to lose my senses. I feel her soft breasts from my bare hands and I even make the kiss deeper. I tried to deeper my access and started to put my hand inside her shirt.

"Hmm.. Jamie.." I was frustrated when she was startled and then she sat abruptly. I thought she'll faint from what had happened or she might go hysterical but she stayed calm. Nag-guilty lang ako when I saw her face.

She was about to cry and I knew it.

Oddogae?

So I apologized. "I'm sorry.." Sh*t! Why should I be? I've got no regrets doing that! Stupid ka talaga, Kenji Arellano..

"Luh! F-first kiss ko y-yun." Please don't cry my baby. Don't please?

"Kengkoy naman eh!" F*ck! Ano sasabihin mo ngayon, Ken? Mag-isip ka stupid.. You don't want her crying..

"Siguro it's just the effect of alcohol, Ken. Let's just pretend it didn't happened. I just want to be alone, please.." I left the room dumbfounded. I think I already reached cloud nine reminiscing our kiss. Gustuhin ko man na manatili roon pero I need to give her some space.

Pero papunta na ako sa room ni Marc nang may humarang sa akin, 

Si JM.

"I didn't expect you to do that, BRO." Even though with a very composed disposition, I can sense that he is quite mad. REALLY MAD.

"I'm sorry, JM, but I can't say that I'm regretting what I did!"

Sinikmuraan ako ni JM dahil sa sinabi ko, it hurts like hell but I don't mind, I d*mn well deserved it. D*mn if I'm gonna regret it. I don't think so.

"If she's just gonna be your past time, please stay away from her. Don't compare her with your flings. She doesn't deserve to be toyed by you." I don't want to argue with him. He's still Jamie's brother.

"I get that, JM." I replied as I walk slowly towards Marc's room.

"You better." 

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Jamie's POV

I cried myself to sleep. I was full of mixed emotions. And I'm confused whether I'm happy or afraid. Unexpected lang siguro at dahil sa first kiss ko nga yun kaya I became so emotional. I must admit that I did like what we did pero yun nga ang ikinakatakot ko.

Buti na lang walang nakakita, kundi baka namatay na ko sa hiya at lagot kami!

Now that I'm thinking about it, baka kung di ako nagising agad, I'm not sure where we're gonna be heading to. Pero I still trust Ken na hindi niya kayang gawin yun. Hindi nga kaya? I still like him despite of what happened. No. Scratch that! I like him even better. Oh my, what's happening to me?

But a lot of questions are running on my stupid brain.

Does he feel the same way? Did he also liked the way I kissed? Did he really regret that we've kissed? I don't know what he really thinks about me but this is what i know.. I don't wanna ruin our friendship.

Fairy godmother, please help!

Ate Jen (=^w^=)

02/2015