𝗦𝗧𝗥𝗜𝗡𝗚𝗦 𝗢𝗙 𝗙𝗔𝗜𝗧𝗛 , bnha x ac (HIATUS)

𝟎𝟖 | 𝐃𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐌 𝐎𝐑 𝐍𝐈𝐆𝐇𝐓𝐌𝐀𝐑𝐄?

⚠️ : MENTIONS OF $H : ⚠️

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"Hand over the tentacle serum." A man with blue hair and a hand over his face said facing another man with a clock over his face.

"We helped you get 4 people to kill the yellow thing so hand it over"

"Once they have proven worthy it will be all yours.. these students better be better then Itona or I will end our deal." The man in the clock said, the man with blue hair scowling at him.

"I'll turn you to dust-" He says reaching his hand out to touch the man but I portal stops him for reaching the man.

"Master wouldn't be happy if you killed the man who is giving us a new source of power." The man behind the counter said drying glasses. The other man starts to scratch his neck, skin dust coming off his crusty neck.

"Well he's not being very cooperative now is he?"

"I'll be taking my leave now, I'll be back soon. If there are any complications call me. I'll try to be here as soon as I can." He says before walking through a portal that opened.

"How annoying.."

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?????

I started to breath heavily, I look up seeing I was sitting in the middle of the alleyway. My clothes were covered in dirty. I glanced around, where the fuc- Where was I? I looked at my hands as my eyes widened at the sight of it all covered in blood, what happened? I then stood up and wiped off some of the dirt from my lap. I looked at the clothes I was wearing, my eyebrows furrowed as i was wearing some uniform.

It felt so comfortable, familiar, normal. Like it was something I wore everyday. An oversized blazer that didn't look my size sitting on my shoulders.

'Who's is this? My parents would never buy the wrong sized uniform..' I thought to myself, staring at the blazer

I started to walk out of the alleyway, looking around I noticed I was in a city, it was an awfully clean and well-cared place. As I then walked on the sidewalk and looked through the shops and random establishments. Something stood out to me, everyone looked normal? No one had any quirks that changed their appearance.. no hero's in sight.. how weird. For some reason I had a feeling, a feeling that I've never felt before, a feeling that felt so unreal, but I just couldn't find out what it was...

As the place had a more brighter color tint around, it felt so fun. It's the feeling that I've always wanted, but i just can't name it, I couldn't tell what it was. I listened to the birds chirping from above, and the cheers of the random people. I then took a deep breath while smiling and glanced at the children playing as they waved at me as I waved back, not realizing that the sides of my lips were slightly curving up more every passing second. The feeling I had growing stronger by the second, it was so familiar but also so unknown at the same time. It felt like I've always had this before but I haven't.

As I saw a balloon fly right in front of me as I caught it with my hand and looked to the side where a random kid was located I then gave her the balloon as she giggled and ran away. A full smile made its way to my face.

The smile then quickly turned into a frown when I felt another feeling in me, a feeling as if something was missing. Something that will make me complete. As if a big hole was in my heart. What was it? What was I looking for? I then looked around town, looking for something that I didn't know what it was. I then looked around and around, but I ended up with nothing.

As I then started to feel something, and without warning, my legs started running on their own. I had no control over my body, trying to stop but nothing worked. It felt like someone else was controlling me. The further I ran, the more satisfied I became as if what I was finding all along was coming nearer and nearer to me. As if when I reach the end I'll have eternal happiness.

As my lips started to curve and turn it into a big smile. Now then I realised what this feeling was, it was something I've never felt before, something I always wished for, I felt... happy.

My legs soon came to a stop, I bent down, hands on my knees, breathing heavily as I felt tired from running. The smile left my face, the feelings leaving, happiness leaving... I felt like my normal self, dull. I fell to my knees, looking around. I realised that I was somewhere near the river with some sand on the side and a bridge above to be able to cross the water safely. I looked back down down, as everything started losing coloring, becoming dull. The brightness fading away and everything back to what it always was, dark. I was back to my emotionless self.

I felt tears threatened to spill down my cheeks, as I wiped them with my hand, why was I crying? Sobs then filled the area, why am I sad? Nothing happened. I then looked up and closed my eyes, wishing for the feelings I had earlier to come back. I looked beside me at the sand and saw a something shining nearby as my eyes widened, a knife? My hand was slowly reaching for the knife, why was I trying to grab the knife?

As then I took the knife and slowly pointed it at my wrist, what was I doing? I couldn't control my body, my actions. The knife came closer and closer to my wrist-

"n/n?" My head wiped around, looking up to see a red headed boy. He extremely familiar. My eyebrows furrowed as to how he knew that nickname, that nickname was something you treasured a lot. You didn't know who gave it to you but it was just always there with you and it was something that made you really happy.

Staring up at him, as the sun shined on him, your world became colourful again as his eyes stared back at you, the feeling of happiness coming back back, feeling like the world was smiling right at you, your heart starting beating faster, ignoring the fact you felt like your chest was about to explode, again not understand the feelings, you felt happiness, sadness, excited, surprised, all those emotions, you hadn't noticed the most important part that happened to you when you saw him, and it was that you weren't looking for anything anymore.

More tears slowly rolled down my face, he ran to you, and took the knife away.

"N/N, what are you doing?" he said, caressing your cheek.

"Don't ever touch that again."

I wasn't focusing on anything he was saying, I was to focused on who he was and what was happening, you felt yourself wanting to speak, saying a word that felt so normal, you were sure that it wasn't but it felt so right. "K-Karma?"

My eyes shoot open, sitting up quickly. I was back in my room with my alarm clock ringing loudly, clothes were normal again as if nothing happened to you, the feeling of emptiness washed over me again.

"W-what was his name again?"

Originally published - June 29th, 2021
Rewritten - June 10th, 2023

©zuzu_mushroomz