|| Angst
|| Lonely
|| Forgotten
|| EmotionlessAnd here I am again.
Outside. In the dark. Alone. Again. I didnt want it to come that far. But it did. I pushed them all away, again. And noone really noticed.I basically just stopped. I stopped posting, stopped texting. Just answered short. Noone cared about it. They just stopped. Not knowing that I'm slowly falling apart. Again...
My partner. They broke up bc it got to annoying for them. Well i wasn't really that sad about it. It was very relieving.
My ex bestfriend. Well they left a long time ago. I don't really know why, they just didnt want to be with me anymore. It hurt a bit. Still.
My family dont even know that I became fully emotionless. They dont know and dont care.
My other friends. They just stopped bc it got too annoying probably. That wasn't really too bad. Less people who don't care about me.
So now I'm here. In the dark outside. It's very cold. The wind runs through the threes. The rain is slowly falling down. And the thunderstorm is pretty enjoyable. The thunders and the moon make it a bit brighter.
Isn't it pretty ironic that I love that?
I lightened my cigarette and just layed against the wall on my back. If there wouldn't be a roof above me it would probably be very uncomfortable.
So I just have this one question...
How did it come so far that everyone left me
And how did I just knew after that this is the best thing that could happen to me...
..even if it's also the worst
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Just another day
Short StoryThis is a book full of one shots with different scenarios. Its basically about problems in my or your life if you wanna request something just leave a comment and enjoy it:)