It's hard to admit that I know
I know why I do the things I do
Why I say and act this way
I'd rather stay ignorant.
I am ugly in pictures
Because it's better to do it myself.
I am annoying in person
Because I don't want you too close
I don't want you to see how I really am.
I want you to be with me
But I can't stop being my mask
I can't stop pushing you away.
I'll always be alone
