Falling For A 15 Year Old? *Bill Kaulitz LS*

Chapter 7: Uh oh...

* the next morning*

I woke up in my boring room with the sun blairing in. hurting my eyes....meeh. It felt cold. My bed. Then it all flooded back to me. Me at school. Bill showed up. we went home...we fucked. and then the rest was a blur. but he fell asleep with me..must have gotten up and went to his room when my parents came home. I got up and looked in the mirror....eww... I was about to put my make up on when I felt something coming up. I covered my mouth and ran to the bathroom. Ugh...morning sickness sucks. Welp I'm not going to school to--wait. Morning sickness? The morning after me and bill had sex!? Ohhh no no no no no no.. this can't be good. I should run to the store. it is...6am. Huh. and the sun is this bright? weird...anyway I put my shoes on and walked down to the store and bought 3 tests. Went back home and looked to see if anybody was downstairs. They werent. I ran! Legit...RAN to the bathroom. Chugged water and did my bizz. I hesitated to look at the result....scared.... but I did....

...................................................................................................Positive.........................................................................................

"FUCK" I whisper/yelled to myself. but then remembered I had 2 more. So. I chugged more water. Tried again. And didn't even look at the result. I chugged even more water and tried again..the last time. and waited .....once they both had a result. I was shivering..... I looked at them.

Positive.......

and......

.........Positive.

I gasped in horror....and a billion thoughts ran thru my mind. Will Bill leave me? Will he blame me? Call me a whore? Or will he be supportive thru it all? What will my parents think when I start getting bigger? And my mom will surely notice the signs eventually....she will ask who. And how could I tell her? "Oh yeah. Mom. Bill and I fucked in the bathtub and he got me pregnant. No biggie." HAHA She will FLIP and probably never let me see Bill again....or even press charges on him. I would die....after I give birth. I can't take care if a child. And Bill is famous. He's only going to be here a few more weeks!! God what was I thinking!? Aaaaaarrrrghhhh. I dont regret anything. I don't regret Bill. I don't regret having the honor of carrying his child. But at 15!? Ohh I will never live this down.... just then I heard foot steps coming down stairs. I hurried and threw all the evidence away. And walked out of the bathroom..

"Hey love. Why u up so early? Wait why arnt you at school?" Bill asked pulling me in for a hug. Oh I felt like I was going to barf again.

"Eeeeeh. No reason. I just woke up this morning and well.... morning sickness aha." I said casually hoping he won't catch on. I was nervous as hell. So with my luck....he probably will.

"Oh. Well. Do you want me to make you some soup?" he offered. That does sound good.. .

"Please?" I asked and he laughed his way to the kitchen. I relaxed on the couch and watched Invader Zim. Then Bill brought my soup. Yum. I started to think on if I should tell Bill.... no. Its way to soon. He'll freak. But I need somebody to talk to and I sure as hell can't go to my mom or dad..... Maybe CC. no. big mouth. Ash? No. he will make a joke of it. Vic.... to busy butt fucking Kellin...believe me.. I heard. Oh I no! Andy and Tom! Andy is wise about situations..not to mention more mature. And Tom will know how Bill will react and when to tell him.

"Whatcha thinkin about?" Bill asked.

"Huh? Oh. nothing. Just spacing. aha." I said and he seemed to believe it. I cuddled up to him and then Tom came down stairs. Hardly awake. He must be tired..I heard him and Ash last night to... I Thot Ash was fucking a girl... xD I just snoosed off and fell asleep.

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TWO WEEKS LATER

"Jazz! Wake up!!" I heard A deep voice say. I look up to see Andy.

"Hmm..oh. hi Andy." I said and he looked serious.

"We need to talk." he said and pulled me upstairs.

"Wooah. Damn what's your rush?" I asked and he took me to his room and closed the door. I was very confused.

"Andy???" I called but he just grabbed something.

"What are these, Jazz?" He asked holding up and little plastic baggie with three things. *gasp* My...pregnancy tests.....

"Uhhhh....I don't no." I said nervous. He rolled his eyes.

"Did you guys go safe yesterday??" Andy asked. And I sighed thinking back. It was a spur of the moment thing...we didn't have any condoms.

"Noo...." I said quietly with my head down.... I heard him sigh...

"Does Bill know?" He asked and I shook my head no. "When are you going to tell him? Or are u going to tell him?" Andy asked

"I don't no. I just found out this morning and its still a shock to me to! I'm scared Andy. Not of being pregnant but of what Bill and my parents are gunna do! How am I going to explain this to everyone? I mean..besides you and the guys. But my other friends. Family. Bill? I just...I don't know!!" I said talking fast. I tend to do that when I'm nervous or scared shitless. Andy just came over and hugged me. Saying it was going to be okay. Then pulled away.

"But you need to tell him. Soon. Wait a few days..just to make sure that its %100 true. Do you want be to take you to the doctors?" Andy suggested. Normally I would say fuck that but....I needed to do this. To be sure. So I said yes. He took me and the doc was all Smiley.

"Well. Congrats Ms. Nicole. You are pregnant." Dr. Vladimir said. I wanted to pass out.

"Ohh. Yay. Hah-hah..." I laughed nervously.

"Would you like to come back in two months to check if its a boy or a girl?" Dr. Vladimir asked and I agreed. We headed back home and I immediately ran upstairs. I heard someone come in my room. I looked to see who it was and it was Tom.

"Hey." he said.

"Hi..."

"Andy told me...about your....situation." he said and I groaned. "Are you going to tell him?" Tom asked

"Yes. I mean. I have to. He has a right to know....I just. I'm scared on how he will take it....." I admitted.

"Its Bill your talking about here. He's going to be with you the whole way.. Just give him a day to let it sink in. But. If I was you, I would go tell Bill now. He would probably like to know now anyway." Tom said and just then someone stepped in my room.

"I would like to know what right now?" Bill asked confused. I felt my chest tighten. And I couldn't breathe. Tom noticed and told me to relax. Meeeh. Bill sat down next to me with full concern.

"Jazz? What do I need to know?" Bill asked again. Tom left the room and it was just me and Bill now.

"I uh. Well I. Bill im--gaaaah why is this so hard to say!?" I yelled frustrated. He hugged me.

"Do you wanna write it down?" he offered and I nodded yes. I took the piece of paper and pencil in my hand. And slowly write the two words down. And handed it to Bill. His eyes widened. And I looked the other way. "Are you positive?" he asked. I nodded yes.

"Yea. I took 3 tests two weeks ago and they all said positive and I went to the doctors today and he confirmed it. I. I'm sorry Bill......" I said and started bawling. He didn't yell. Or leave. Or complain. He just hugged me. Repeating that its okay and he's here for me. I honestly don't know how this man could get any better.

"Jazz. Its okay. Not ur fault. Were in this together. I'm not leaving you. Or our child. Okay? I love you and nothing will change that or separate us." Bill said and I couldn't help but kiss him. We just stayed like that for awhile when we heard an "Awwwwwwwh". a bunch of them. We looked up and saw all the guys. I laughed a little. And the guys group hugged me and Bill. I love these guys. So much.