nct one-shots

Diary~Jaehyun

Dear <3,
It was quite the day with you today. For your birthday, you didn't want to celebrate Valentines Day but get away. It's funny because you still go on and on about that dream girl who had roamed your mind since freshmen year. Oh to be that dream girl. I would have to be luckier than those who win the lottery. Anyways I'm off topic but since you wanted to get away, we went go karting. Man, you suck at driving but luck was on your side and I had gotten sidetracked giving you the opportunity to speed up. One day, I'll be able to do one of two things, get over you or tell you how I feel for the slightest feeling of relief.

Love always,
Y/N
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Y/n puts the diary away before class starts. Running in late is her best friend, Jung Jaehyun. To go more in depth with him, some may say he's a flirt, a heart throb, just everyone's ideal type. To Y/n, he was a huge part of her life. He had always been there for her and she had always been there for him. Many would have killed to be in Y/n's place.

"Jung Jaehyun, you are late again. I don't understand how you are passing this class," the teacher scolds for the 3rd time this week. Jaehyun just shrugged at the teacher's comment and sat down in his seat next to his best friend.

"Hey lover boy, you have lipstick smudged on your lips," Y/n said pulling your notebook out. He attempts to wipe it off only for it to smudge more. Y/n pull out a wipe for him to use as he chuckled in embarrassment.

"What kind of weirdo brings a pack of baby wipes to school?" Jaehyun grabs his phone to help wipe off the lipstick.

"Shut up, I'm not the one who goes around making out with random girls" Y/n answered back.

He snickered with the response of "Touché, sweetheart, touché"

Sweetheart, his classic nickname for Y/n that he had been calling her since the 2nd grade. He would have many names for the random girls he flirts with but never Sweetheart. That was only hers and she thought it was cute.

At times she wondered why he was her friend in the first place. She had a short temper, sarcasm is her native language and her tone was usually blunt. She wasn't mean but she wasn't always very nice either. Especially not to the girls he flirted with. It wasn't her fault, she was taken advantage of during middle school. Trust issues built up and she could only trust Jaehyun.

Flashback to two weeks ago...

Y/n and Jaehyun were walking down the hallway in your PE uniforms because she had gotten hurt playing volleyball. Taking Y/n to the nurse's office, Jina, some popular girl, came up the two.

Jina was very bold and not one to give up on something she wants. She had like Jaehyun since freshmen year but Jaehyun turned her down. However that wouldn't stop her from taking every chance she could to get close to him.

"Hey Jaehyun," she batted her eyes at him, "Wanna skip class with me?" man the irritation and impatience Y/n was experiencing was not helping her physical pain.

"Sorry Jina, I'm kinda busy with Y/n right now, she's injured and I gotta take care of her." Jaehyun said trying to get rid of her.

"You know, I don't get why you're always with her. She's so plain and blunt and mean!" Jina tried to plead grabbing Jaehyun's hand and looked at Y/n in disgust. Jaehyun just stood there will a dull look on his face with a hint of discomfort. So Y/n decided to step in.

"Jina please, pull your head out of your ass and use it. You don't even get the slightest hint that he does not want to be near your desperate and irritated ass." Y/n bluntly stated

"Excuse me?" She looked at her in disbelief.

"Yes, excuse you, we have to go to the nurse's office because my foot is dying and you're wasting our fucking time." Jina walked away in frustration. Y/n tried to walk off by herself without Jaehyun only to trip over literal air.

"You're so clumsy tough one," Jaehyun laughs

"Oh so you think you got jokes, help me up weirdo," she held her hand out.

"Alright alright, let's get you to the nurse's office," Jaehyun helped her up and they walked off.

End of flashback

"Y/n? Y/n?" Jaehyun shook you, "Wake up sweetheart, we got a project to do." Y/n groaned at the word Project.

Class ended and the two walk out of campus to go to the park. They set a blanket down to do their homework together.

"Man didn't we read Romeo and Juliet in like freshmen year already?" Jaehyun whined setting his book down.

"Yes but we have to read it again for this project."
Y/n's eyes were glued to the book but her actual focus was on her stomach. Y/n hadn't eaten anything since last night due to rushing out of the house this morning.

"Jaehyun"

"Hm?"

"I'm gonna go to the convenience store real quick, do you want something?"

"Uhh just a water and chips."

"Alright then, watch my stuff," and with that Y/n walked off with her wallet.

This story is so boring, I'll just wait for her to get back Jaehyun thought. After looking around the park out of boredom, something catches his eye. An unfamiliar book that seem to have fell out of Y/n's backpack when she was grabbing her wallet.

"Well it wouldn't hurt to peek, I am her best friend," Jaehyun said to him self grabbing the book. He opened it to see that it was her diary.

Dear <3,

I had been doing a lot of thinking today. I came across the thoughts of you. I mean I always seem to do so. I always tend to wonder why you've stuck with me all these years. I really do appreciate you for it. Nothing seems to make me happier but you. Guess that's why I fell for you. Your smile is one I cherish, the way your dimples are displayed, the way your eyes smile too, it really makes me happy. The terrible jokes you tell, the way you're able to handle me being crazy, the way you just make my heart pound. I would want to tell you all this but I wouldn't be better than any other girl in school. I'm just scared and that's why I'm writing this. You flirt with whoever you please and kiss whoever you please like it's nothing. I would be mad but all I can do is be jealous that it isn't me whom you do that with. Oh, how could I forget, your dream girl you never seem to shut up about as well. Boy do I wish I was her.

Love always,
Y/n
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In that moment, Jaehyun knew that she was talking about him. He didn't know how to feel, happy or betrayed? Happy because Y/n is his dream girl and Betrayed because Y/n never told him. With that he put the diary away as he notice her coming back.

"Alright here's your water and chips," Y/n threw the stuff at him.

"I know Y/n," he started making her feel confused. "I shouldn't have looked in it but I read your diary. I know about you liking me."

"Why would you read it? That wasn't for you to see. I-It was supposed to be for later," she began to panic.

"Woah calm down. Before you assume anything, I need you to know a few things. Flirting with all those girls was my mistake and I shouldn't have been doing that. Keeping all of this from me makes me a bit upset because you tell me everything. Okay and don't keep your feelings to yourself because I love you." Jaehyun blurts out.

"You what?" Y/n couldn't process what he had just said.

He moved in close to her and placed his hand on her shoulder,"I. Love. You. You are my dream girl that I mention all the time. I just never told you because I was scared too. Come to think of it, it was wrong of me to keep it from you as well. So I'm sorry."

She couldn't form words but she pulled him in for a hug making him understand.

"I love you sweetheart"

"I love you too"
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Man this is kinda trash but hey I tried