I said I want to be alone but it doesn't mean I'll be happy when I'm alone. It's just what if I learned I need love? What if I want it? What if I lean on it? What if it falls apart while I'm loving love? Will it destroy me? Will I rebuild the walls I built? What if I can't get back? What if I'm stuck? Will I get better? Is there someone who will love me again? What if I won't be able to love again? Will I stay being alone? Will I be happy alone? Will I ever be happy again? What if I'll die alone and unhappy? What will happen to me?
