i know you care for me ☼ tubbo

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another day, another discord call with the boys. it got even more chaotic when alice wanted to get in the calls, and we all started to get to know each other well. 

tommy and alice would low-key flirt with each other, but they would do it more off stream. it was funny to watch. 

me, tubbo, and ranboo had become a group. the two faceless people and the boy that kept things interesting. tubbo definitely made things interesting. 

as much as i liked my group with the two boys, i also loved the group that i went to school with. it felt amazing being able to hang out with them each day and know each other on a personal level, not just an online friend. 

we had lots of inside jokes by now, including dirt, chairs, and the color blue. it was hard to explain. 

i had also found that i had been much happier now that i had new friends. george noticed it too. he would say things like, "hanging out with your new friends again? i'm glad that they make you happy, y/n. it's nice to see." i would smile at him and scramble to hang out with the two. 

school had just finished and the three of us had decided to go to a nearby park. when we got to the boundaries of the playground we all raced to get to the swings. i ended up sitting in between tubbo and alice. 

we were all out of breath, but tubbo looked like he was dying. me and alice looked at him with sort of judgemental faces. he looked up at us with a confused face. 

"what? i stream minecraft. i don't get out often." we all burst into laughter and started swinging. it seemed like a few minutes later it was 7 o'clock.  

"oh shoot i gotta get home!" alice quickly jumped up. "oh, right, yeah." i saud unenthusiasticly, disappointed that we had to part ways. 

"bye guys! i'll talk to you tomorrow!" we said bye to her and it left me and tubbo sitting at the swings. 

we sat in silence for a few moments. "i guess we should probably go home too." tubbo said meekly, reluctantly breaking the silence. 

"yeah..." i responded quietly. 

"i can walk you home." i turned my head to tubbo and saw him smiling. i felt my heart flutter and i stumbled across my words. "uh- y-yeah. thanks t-t-tubbo." i smiled back and tried to hold back my confusion. 

what the hell is going on? AHHHHHH NO WHAT IS HAPPENING TO ME WHY IS MY HEART FLUTTERING????  i yelled internally. luckily i was able to keep it inside. 

tubbo stood up quickly and reached his hand out to me. i moved my head to look up at him from the swing. i smiled softly and grabbed his hand. 

"m'lady." tubbo said, joking. i looked at him and my mouth dropped. my expression soon turned into a big laugh. he grinned and giggled. i felt my face going pink. oh. my. god. can this please stop. 

we started walking, mostly in silence. i looked down and realized that me and tubbo were still holding hands. i had to hide my shocked and surprised face. tubbo saw me and used his free hand to lift my chin, bringing my eyes up to his. 

"you okay?" he asked genuinely. "uh- y-yeah." i stuttered out. he smiled a little, his eyes searching my face. i slowly turned my head back in front of me, trying to shake off the feeling i had in my stomach. 

a few minutes later and we were finally near my house. i noticed that someone was on the porch but i ignored it. we finally got to the border between my house and the neighbor's. 

"i'll probably just drop you off here, if that's okay." tubbo said sweetly. i nodded and smiled. he took my hand and lifted it up, twirling me around. i giggled and landed right in his arms. (a/n: okay yeah i'm dead like seriously ahHhHhhHHh) i looked into his eyes, but he quickly spun me back. that was probably a good thing to do. 

he let go of my hand and i pulled him into a big hug. i melted into it. he gave the best hugs. he let go and i said goodbye, dragging myself to the porch as he walked away. 

"oh- h-hello george." i said, surprised to see him on the porch. 

"hello y/n." he said, sounding kind of scary. "was that tubbo?" i nodded reluctantly. "are you dating him?" i internally screamed at that question.

"w-what?? no i'm not dating him! what the hell?? i would've told you! why would you even ask that?" i panicked, blabbering on and on. 

george interrupted me. "alright, alright. jesus christ." he looked weirded out. 

i laughed nervously. "i'm gonna go inside." i rushed in. 

after an hour, my phone rang. i looked over from ranboo's stream to see a facetime from tubbo. i turned off the stream and answered immediately. 

"hey tubs!" i said happily, smiling. "hi y/n." he looked tired and like he was laying in bed. "whatcha doing?" i asked him, setting my phone up against the computer. 

"i'm just laying down, i'm really tired." he answered in a sleepy voice. "then go to bed, tubbo." i said back to him. 

"but i wanted to hear your voice... it's so relaxing and nice." he said, continuing to drift. "alright, alright." silence filled the call and i admired the little you could see of his face. 

"i had a fun time hanging out with you, y/n." i smiled, my heart fluttering yet again. "yeah i had fun too." my voice was relaxing, becoming less excited and more soothing. 

"i think that i... like..." his voice faded out, completely stopping. "tubbo? tubbo? are you asleep?" no response. "alright, well that's fine. goodnight. sleep well tubs." i muted myself on the call, opening ranboo's stream. 

but i wasn't looking at ranboo's stream. i was looking at tubbo. 

shit. i like him. 

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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh STOP IT I LOVE THIS

this is so adorable and you can't tell me i'm wrong. don't even try to. 

anyways i hope you enjoyed the chapter! i'm gonna go reread a tommy book for the 5th time. i recommend it. it's called "you're mine" and it's in my best fanfics list. check it out :D *unless your sensitive to topics like self harm then do not read it. there are a lot of self harm triggers*

byeeeee!

- author allison :)

(p.s. you should also check out my ranboo book, out of my league. i posted a chapter there too)

(p.s.s. yeah no i kinda got rid of valerie, alice's old love interest. tommy has replaced her... sorry)