Golden Time [ On Hold ]

Prologue

Rosaline's POV

My mother died with heart cancer. Father tried to tell her to take out the tumor from her heart. Yet, mother didn't agree. She said that even if she takes out the tumor will she really survive from that surgery? And she said that taking out the tumor or living with cancer would both just take her to death, that nothing could stop her from dying.

I , Rosaline Gera , also has a heart cancer. Father and I live far away from noise and excitements of people in the city. Meaning, we live in a peaceful village. All the people here are elders, and they basically don't like noise.

I'm weak. I am not talkative. I am trying my best to live 'till the day of the surgery.

I can't run, laugh. It's quite painful that i can't play with other kids. I want to experience the excitement and happiness they feel. Yet , again, i can't .

I am not afraid of dying. Because that's where we all will go to. God , made me for a reason, a mission. I was wondering what that mission is ,so i had a few thoughts, like... What if God made me for my parents joy? Or to live my life correct and not wrong. Or maybe to make me see the world's beauty and cruelty?

I also thought that, mother is right. That even if i had surgery, would i survive? If i do, then i have a few more years to live. Or if i don't take out the tumor , i would die with cancer. She was right that both would lead to death. Because things come and pass. But that coming, sure gives you a lot of joy and that pass gives a lot of sadness and pain.

Life to players who don't really know the meaning of life, is just a game. That when you enter the game and fight the dragon you would die.

Life to people with Lovelifes , is a forever. Some people think that 'forever' can be true. But, no. Because that forever, still has a limit.

Many people think that , they should still live their life freely, but... What happens to that freely? It goes wrong.

For me, i think that... I should live my life correct and in the right way. Well, sometimes i have to do bad things. I should live my life , not regretting any thing, and accept my fate, my destiny.

I have to live waiting for the day to take out my tumor , I have to live for a while with Heart Cancer.

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A/N: Hi! This story will have a slow update. Since, i have more story to update and i have to make it long. So anyway, even if it is slow, please do read it. :)