The secret

Wrist are for bracelets

Ash's POV
I wake up and I am in Luke's arms I quickly wiggle out of them not to wake him.
I get dressed so he doesn't see me if he is fake sleeping.

I go put my contacts in and put a beanie on. I wrote him a note saying that said "Sorry I had to leave like this, I have to go home or something I'll see you at band practice today bye."

I get in my car and I drive to the store and get my medicine. I drove back home and when I got home; I feel back asleep on my bed.

I woke up with Luke Calum and Mikey watching me in my room, it was really weird, I looked at the time.

I went to get up but I fell down, Calum helped me up, he said "Ash we thought we could practice today at your house."
I said "oh ok and I said sorry I wasn't feeling well today." I asked them to go down stairs, Luke stayed.

I said "Luke can you go down stairs so I can change?"
He said "I want to see my beautiful boy friends body."
I told him "um can you just go I I don't want you to see, you'll hate it I'm too fat, I start crying.

Luke grabs me and holds me, he said that he loves me and he will help me to like myself, which will never happen.

I walked into the bathroom and I get changed then Luke came in. I climbed in the shower, he said "oh my gosh I'm sorry, I'm gonna change to."

I get out if the shower and I dry my hair put a beanie on some, black skinnies and a misfits long sleeved shirt and bracelets.

Then I waited for him, We get in the car, we drive to where we're going and he takes me to a frozen yogurt place.

I hate it that I will have to eat in front of him,
I look out the window and he said "Ash what's wrong?"
I said "nothing."
He said "ok."

We go into sweet frogs, he said "Is it ok if we share."
I said "Yeah."

He picked out cake batter, mango and chocolate. He put chocolate sauce on and sprinkles.

Luke says "Here." I look at it in disgust, I took a bite and it tasted so fucking good but I knew I would throw it up.

I look up and see a bully from my school,
he says "Hey fag you shouldn't be eating that your too fat."

Luke stood up and punched him in the face,
I started to shake and I asked of Luke could take me home.

He tried to grab my wrist but I run upstairs to my bathroom, I threw up everything and fell to the ground and started screaming.