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5.lets revive it back!

Since that night, we were inseparable.He had become something as important  as my parents or might be more. Thanks to him, my childhood days were filled with happiness and laughter. Then one day, he suddenly left. I became helpless after that, i didn't know what to do. He left me suddenly without even saying a bye. 

autumn of 2012

"Hey ryul, are you free this weekend? i wanna take you somewhere."jay asked me while walking back from library. we had gone to library to study as we had a test on Friday.

"sure. But where are we gonna go?" I asked him curiously.

"you will know...." 

I nodded as a response but deep inside me i was really curious. we were always together on the weekends. Asking me if i was free was very new. 'what is up with him?" I thought.

It was Friday. After finishing the test, as i walking down the hallway and reached my locker jay suddenly came.

"how was your test? I really messed up the last question." i told him frustratedly. I really didn't wanna lose my position due to one, silly question. "well, i at least know that mine was worse than yours. you messed up only the last question, i messed up the last section. cheer up! even if you loose your position you can use that as a motivation to study harder next time." He always used to cheer me up like this. That's why my pressure of always topping the class was lessened due to him.

"wear something comfortable tomorrow" he said as we were walking out of the school.

"why? I can wear what i want,don't act like you are taking me on a date." i slapped his shoulder while letting out a laugh. "what if i say it's a date?"my brain took time to process to understand what he said just now. "YAH!!!!" i said looking annoyed "don't joke with me".

"anyways see ya tomorrow. bye" he waved me a bye when went towards his house, which is right opposite to mine.

"Seriously, what is up with him nowadays?" i muttered to myself walking towards my house.

Saturday

i opened my eyes as the morning sun rays hit my face. I took a shower and went to my closet wondering what to wear. 

By the way, though i am just 12 i am a shopping freak. shopping is life man!

I picked up a simple dress which was comfortable for me.

I ate my break fast and went out of the house waiting for jay. As i saw him coming out from his house i waved a hi to him. As he excitedly ran towards.

"so where we gonna go today?"i asked him.

"where ever we go, its gonna be a fun day."

we first went to a kids theater and saw a movie which was  very funny. Me and jay laughed through the whole movie . After that we went to small and old restaurant to have lunch. The grandma there was so kind. " you two make a cute couple.do come here again" she said while were paying.we both became still by the sentence of hers but before we could correct her she had already gone.

The awkwardness from the situation before disappeared when we went to the games room of a mall. we spend a whole damn of 4 hours playing there. As we were both coming out of the mall, all laughing and talking nonsense he suddenly spoke,"there is one more place left to go." As i followed him, i realized that we reach the park where we usually play. we went and sat on our usual place 'the bench'. 

"why would you bring me here?"i asked him.

"remember 5 years ago, the same season as now you became from a noona to a friend to a best friend to me here. That Day was the same as today, sky full of stars when we both made a word for each other. well i just wanted to revive all the moments since i met you and nothing could be better then today." i looked at him and gave a teasing smile. "what up with you nowadays? you are suddenly too affectionate towards me."

"well it will make sense to you after some days" he interlocked his hand with me while saying that. My heart skipped a beat.....again, stupid heart.But i was happy. " you know can take this as a date. In case in your life you never get a boyfriend then you can at least say you went on a date....with a handsome guy"he said to me teasingly. i laughed wondering how does he get this type of thoughts. "sure.......handsome guy" i said to him while laughing.

 we didn't speak for a while and just admired the stars and the view of the mountains.we kept our hands interlocked till we reached our homes.

 I smiled and faced towards him "hey i cant see you tomorrow. I have classes at my tution center tomorrow. So yeah,...see ya at school on Monday" i said, but before i could let go of his hand he suddenly pulled me. our faces now were too close that i could feel his breath on my face. He  gave a soft peck on my lips giving a sad smile and said "good night ryul, see you soon." my cheeks were apple red with what happened just now. "see ya" i ran fast and went inside my house. 

"That was my first kiss!".The amount of happiness that i had that day couldn't be explained.

" you are too precious jay. I am afraid that i might loose you.will you always stay by my side?"i questioned myself before sleeping.

 I just wished Monday would come as fast as possible, just to see him.

 Jay's pov

"see ya" she said that and ran fast inside her face after being flustered by my peck. I chuckled thinking how cute she is. 

Honestly i didn't wanna let go of her hand. I wondered whether i will regret in the future for not holding her hand  a bit longer. 'If i had just seen your face a second longer, if i had just confessed to you, if i had just told you to wait for me.' I said while seeing towards her room.

I was about to enter home before turning back for the last time,

"I will come back soon ryul. just wait a bit for me......"

 I said and turned to enter my house as a drop of tear ran through my cheeks.

It was fun writing this chapter, hope ya all liked it!

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