A/N Okay so hi I'm desnik this is my second story I'll be publishing on here. I'm rewriting this from when I was in about seventh or eighth grade so it might be a little rough but I've edited it and stuff so enjoy.
⚠ WARNING SEXUALLY/PHYSICALLY ABUSIVE CONTENT⚠
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I woke up with maxim staring at me with a kind of 'awe' look, just longingly staring at me. Realization Crossed his face finally realizing l was aware of his odd morning ritual. Every morning he'd just stare at me until I awoke forced to greet his bright pearly whites. Once he snapped out of his daze, I questioned him. "What are you staring at? I didnt wear makeup last night so I know I don't look like a clown today"I snicker emphasizing 'today'. I cover my mouth remembering I possibly had morning breath. "I'm just looking at my beautiful future wife." He chuckled to himself. I smile at his small but meaningful words. Maxim surprisingly pulls me into his naked chest, my back to his front, he hums into my dyed burgundy curls "man I love the smell of your hair" he whispers almost to himself I look back out at him and shake my head at least today is a good day when we first got together he was sweet and quiet but then something changed in him he was this perfect sweet person and then he began to be very aggressive we've been together for about three years but we're only been living together for eight months. So I'm still not used to him completely if that makes any sense he's changed a lot throughout a relationship he's to be really kind and gentle but he's been pretty temperamental lately like I was in the kitchen the other day putting on groceries away and talking to my best friends on video chat and Maxim got home from work cursing and pacing back and forth I told my friends Haley and Hannah that I'd be back real quick I walk up to him and rub his back "what's wrong baby?" I ask quietly still rubbing his back strong muscular back he shrugs me off and sits at his desk with his head in his hands. I found leaning against the door of his small office attempting to brush off some of the tension okay well I thought maybe tonight we could make our people are on pizza from scratch and--" he cuts me off with his loud deep, demanding voice ordering me to "shut up!" his breathing heavy and a vein popping out of the middle of his forehead I want to put him in his place telling him I won't stand to be spoken to that way and he smacked me right across the face leaving a pain in not only my face but my chest too. He showed nothing, No Remorse, no guilt nothing. "Now get up and go cook something and not pizza." He stated shoving me out of the office and slamming the door. Thinking about it now I just feel like an idiot.
After that day I don't know why I don't know anything anymore anyway let's get out of this mood because today is a good day so far a beautiful Saturday morning and the Beautiful, Windy City, Chicago, Illinois population:Overwhelming how to get up and make a bowl of cereal Golden Grahams, if you were wondering. After I'm done with my cereal I get in the shower brush my teeth and get dressed in a black and purple sports bra with a white T-shirt with bold lettering reading 'I lift...' continuing on the back with "...myself out of bed." and black high-waisted leggings with sheer see-through Parts on my upper thighs and calves. "What are you doing?" I jump assuming Maxim had already left to do whatever he does on Saturdays. "I'm getting ready for my mile I think I'm going to do two today." I smile proud of myself for not being that same overweight girl I was in high school. "Well maybe you should do three I think You've been gaining a lot because you've been eating too much." he smirks followed by a chuckle. I swallow and blink in disbelief he actually said that to me "okay" I whisper to myself, heading for the front door of our apartment. i jog down the stairs and out our apartment building. I start out slow and speed up once I get near the park continuing to run the long never-ending trails. I hit something really hard and fall back onto my butt. I ripped my ear buds out of my ears "what the hell!" I shout before, I could say anymore a deep voice replied "what do you mean? you rammed into me classy Carlos!" I shake my head at his immature response and dust myself off "whatever." I mumble to myself starting to jog away "wait look I'm sorry let me make it up to you. I...Uh... I'll...' He says putting a finger to his chin "I'll take you out to dinner!" he smiles with victory. I shake my head "I--I can't I have a boyfriend" he shake his head "Oh well we'll just have to go out as friends then huh?" I chuckle to myself. "I don't think it's a good idea but thank you" I pause waiting for him to fill in the blank. "Adym" he states "Adym" I repeat. "Nice meeting you thought." I shout starting to jog again hitting my three and a half mile mark, I finish the other half to make it four miles and head back to my apartment. Something about being outside just freely moving and thinking about everything gives me some type of feeling just being alone and not bothered by anyone I get in your my block and I see a man's head shaved around his blond hair that looks quite familiar, walking down the sidewalk a couple blocks away from my apartment. he stopped me again. "Hey long time, no see" he jokes. "you never gave me your name by the way." He adds drinking from his coffee from Café Con Leche I look at it and think about going in myself, remembering I only brought my phone and no money. "Do you want one? They're great. here." he grabs my arm before I can refuse "You really don't have to--" I begin to refuse the gesture before he cuts me off "What's your name you never told me." I smile at his forwardness. It's like he just say whatever comes to mind at that point in time. "Destiny." I blurred out his smile wide and causing a deep dimple to imprint into his left cheek and one on his right one not as deep as the other he grabs my drink and leaves me to a table I take this time to check him out if you want to call it that he's about six foot with blondish hair cut almost perfectly. He has a yellowish skin tone he looked Asian but I wasn't sure if he was chinese,vietnamese,Etc. looking away from his back, I sit across from him continuing to look at his clothes and features. His shirt was black and cut into on each side revealing his muscular yet small long arms, his chest, and stomach he was wearing basketball shorts with compression pants underneath. 'sexy shoes' I thought staring at his black and white speckled Nikes. I'm knocked out of my thoughts by a deep voice, he's almost sounds like a stereotypical black man. "Sorry,what?" I sober up from my odd sudden trance. "I asked you want do you do, well other then running into strangers." he adds, chuckling. I smile at him. "I was in school for education, Majoring in English lit. and I minored in musical education. I'm going to be teaching my first year this next school year." I grin thinking about how exciting it's going to be. He gasps clapping his hands together smiling ear to ear. "I teach too. At la disposición Academy for Exceptionally Gifted Students. I teach music history and performance." He says proudly. I am shocked. "That's.. Uh... Where I--I'm teaching English and song writing." I almost faint at the coincidence. "Oh.Whoa That's amazing. You got accepted your first year too? Crazy I wasn't accepted until I taught For three years." He smirks finishing his drink. "Thanks' I look down at my phone and realize I've been here for an hour or So already. I stand up and throw away my cup. "Oh... Uhmm... A--Are you sure? I can walk you home if you want.." We walk towards the doors of café con leche "No thanks my apartment is right around the corner." I say starting to walk, realizing he was walking with me. "Uhm?" I practically grunt. "Oh sorry my apartment is right up here it's the one with the large poles on either side," I nod. 'He must get paid alot at the school.' I thought to myself. "Alright, I'll see you around." You open the Age golden doors to the beautiful building and disappear seconds later I start walking a little further and come to my Bleak brick beige building I open the heavy splintered wooden door with my home I'm greeted by Jose the concierge I simply wave and jug up the stairs to them 10th floor walking towards 1066 K I call Mikey out of my small change pocket in my leggings and walk and pulling off my Nikes I wiped the sweat off my forehead and walk to the kitchen opening the refrigerator grabbing water. "That was a long run and should be sexy soon." Maxim says leaning against the island. I just nodded at him and throw away the now empty bottle. "You look good enough to eat." He smirks. showing his blinding white teeth peeking between his pink plump lips. "Thanks I think I'm gonna jump in the shower then I'll start on lunch, okay?" I ask feeling a little uncomfortable under his stare. I walked towards our room to find some clothes and get some stuff for my shower I'm going to get in with you he States I look back at him while he grabs stuff from from his dresser he grabs my clothes off the bed where I set them before walks past the living room to the bathroom start in the shower for us I didn't want him to shower with me but I knew better than to say no to him I found that out the hard way I walk into the bathroom and begin to undress I looked toward the shower and seen maxim's body through the translucent window like wall of the shower. I open the door and he has his back to me waiting patiently. I get in grabbing my washcloth from the shower basket I made and began washing. "hey." he whispers into my not yet wet hair "Hi." I mumbled getting my already wet washcloth and adding coconut body wash on it rubbing it into the cloth beginning to wash again. "I missed you today Dez." he says using that annoying nickname I actually came home early so we could Netflix and chill you took forever he whines rubbing my shoulders and skin to skin contact. "Yeah uh..about that I had coffee with a friend after my 4 mile run." I emphasize 'four' so he knew I was trying to be sexy for him. 'It was hard but--" He cut me off his jaw clenched. "What friend?" He asks as the water flows down and off his broad shoulders, due to him being so tall his head continues passed the shower head. "Uhm... It's a new friend. He works--" his head snapped back towards me and he stopped washing himself. "He?" He asks, eyebrows raised and arms crossed across his naked chest. "Yes." I mumble barley audible, looking down at my feet. I felt a sting to the face and noticed blood dripping into the water swirling around our feet and down the drain. "Why would you think that's okay, Destiny?' His breath increasing in speed and his chest heaving up and down just as fast. 'Hmm? What'd I tell you about that,huh?" I Flench at his voice raising even louder. "I'm sorry." I say quietly. "No, repeat it right now. Repeat exactly what I told you. Then we can get back to our sexy shower." He demands calmly staring at me with a stern face. "Okay." I look down at my feet, holding my still bloody nose. "You said, if you're going to have friends they have to be female, unless they're one of your friends; then they can my Friends, but I am not allowed to hang out or talk to them alone no matter what gender." I Finish repeating his unreasonable words. I ignore his face and go back to washing myself. "That's better, you know I get mad when you break the rules. Baby, I'm not going to say sorry for hitting you because you deserved it, but I am sorry for hurting your feelings, okay?" He asks. finishing his failed apology. I nod and start to wash my mid-length curly hair. Maxim grabs the bottle of coconut conditioner out of my hands and puts it in my hair beginning to course it through my hair himself.