I Don't Wanna Fall In Love

Chapter 35 (Part 1) --- Clearer Actions is to Hidden Fears

▬DARREL'S POV

"Why?" I asked BJ. I don't get it. She's smart but then, why does she refuses to read between the lines when it comes to me?

/ "I know my younger sister very well, Pare. And oftentimes, the problem with her is that she has a very low self-esteem. She doesn't seem to appear that way but she really is that kind of person." / BJ explained.

I remained silent as he continued to talk.

/ "Sa tingin ko medyo nase-sense na ni Trix na nililigawan mo na sya but I'm sure that she's dismissing that thought in her head. She's already getting the idea but she refuses to believe it. Baket? Kasi pakiramdam nya wala namang dahilan para magustuhan mo sya." / pag-e-explain pa nya.

He's right. Sometimes I have noticed that about Trix. But that's one thing I love about her. She doesn't know how beautiful she is. She doesn't know how she attracts people. She doesn't know how charming she is inside and out.

But I want her to know that. I will let her know that.

"So... Do I have to make my actions clearer?" tanong ko.

/ "Oo, Pare. Dahil kailangan. Kung gusto mo talaga siya, kung gusto mo talaga syang ligawan, linawin mo yun sa kanya." / BJ adviced.

"Pero ayoko naman siyang biglain, Pare." paliwanag ko.

/ "Alam ko naman yun. Pero siguro ganito na lang. Take it slow but clear at the same time." / he said.

"Sige, Pare. I'll note that." I said.

We talked about other things and both hung up after a while.

Hindi ko alam kung tulog na si Trix o hindi pa but I still decided to call her. Gusto ko kasing marinig ang boses niya.

▬TRIXIE'S POV

Mmm... Parang tumutunog yung cellphone ko. Nananaginip lang ba ko? Parang ring tone ko yun e. Sino ba naman ang istorbong tatawag sa ganitong oras? Natutulog pa ko e! Dedma nga lang! I'm so sleepy.

Ayaw tumigil ano ba naman yan. Tsk. Kahit antok na antok pa ko e I used all of my strength para lang abutin ang cellphone ko na nasa may head board ng bed. Without looking at the caller, I answered my phone.

" .... Helloooo..." bungad ko. Inaantok pa ko talaga.

/ "Hi." / sabi ng magandang boses sa kabilang linya. Si Sir Darrel.

Napangiti ako sa kabila ng extreme antok ko. At yung puso ko parang nakikipagkarera na naman sa bilis ng pagtibok.

I don't know if I should hate that part. I mean, I feel like my heart will just jump off my chest everytime I hear his voice.

Is that even normal?

"Sir... napatawag ka po?... Anong oras na?" I managed to ask.

He chuckled.

Aba! Bakit ako tinatawanan nito? Babaan ko to ng phone e!

Ay ayoko pala. Loves ko nga pala to.

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Joke lang.

/ "It's 3am, Trix. Talagang yung pagiging cute mo walang pinipiling oras. Haha!" / sagot niya.

At yung pagpapakilig mo sakin wala ring pinipiling oras.

Syempre di ko pedeng sabihin yun. Tsk!

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Nakakainis si Sir! Kanina nangingibabaw pa yung antok ko e! Tapos bumanat ng ganung mga salitaan ayan tuloy isang iglap naglaho lahat ng antok ko! Alastres ng madaling araw kung magpakilig wagas!