How I fell in love with 3 women

My background

Dear diary, Oh who am i kidding i am not that type of person to write in a diary about my deep dark secrets. How about Hello world, no i bet no one will read this. Anyway. My name is Eliza Guevani. I have had a rough go at life. My whole life I have felt nothing but pain, emotionally, physically, and/or mental pain. My mother gave me away at 9 months, so I was diagnosed with attachment disorder. That mean that I am afraid to get close to people. I was given to this home, who apparently only like me fore the money. I thought until recently I was with them because they actually like me. Also to add to my already mental pain. I was born with asthma. I was adopted at age 3. I had been put into counseling because of the adoption and have been in counseling my whole life. I like this family until they started hitting me for punishment. Then I started to distrust them. My life was getting better until the summer of 5th grade. Then you add in sexual pain. I was sexually abused from that summer to the end of 6th Grade. I was also mentally pained from this because it was my grandfather. My grandfather and I had a great relationship up until this point. He kept telling me that when I turned 18 he would me pregnant. When he told me this I knew it was time to tell my parents, but I was scared because I didn't know if they would believe me. I have heard and read stories of where the parent and/ or adults did not believe them. I didn't want that to happen to me. When i told them they did believe which I thought was a miracle.