Ya you read that right, im writing a song! Im writing it because the past few days a ton of stuff has gone down and i hate bottling my emotions but i also hate ranting to someone so im making a song in my notes!! :) heres some of the lyrics i have <3
God i wish people knew happiness hurts
When you ghost me it really hurts
Can't believe I actually thought we'd last forever
I wish i could lock myself in a room
Cry till i cant anymore
There seems to be no escape
Might as well be color blind
Cant see yellow the way you do
It hurts to know you cant be there
When i need you most
I feel like i just wanna give up forever
The person you did all the crying for still isnt there
Everything good leaves too quick
Not even enough time to appreciate it while its there
Id go so far
Do so many things
Just to see you today
Talking to her but not to me
Where did i even go wrong
Im feeling so broken
Wish i could send you res hearts without question
I just wanna keep your heart safe
Said id do anything for you
Always in a state of denial
Whats with all this calling me bb
Fuck love its all a lie
If your busy why bother responding
Said you got me feel'n funny
And we knew that was true
Typing out messages i know ill never send
I'll continue to waste my time on you
A girl ive never truly met
But ik suicide doesnt stop the pain
I still cant believe you lied
I hope you know i cried
I hope you know it hurts inside
I wanted to make you mine
I thought youd be my life
Love is something i don't recommend
—Gonna go work on it more now!!! Cause i have nothing better to do, make sure you drink water and eat and ya you know the deal :)
