The Journal of Y/N

Day 4 Pt. 2

After golfing for a hour or two then we got lunch. 

"So what do you want to do now" Hawk asked me.

"I don't know I think you should chose because I choose golfing"

"Okay I think we should just go on a ride on my motorcycle"

"Okay I am down with that"

"Perfect"

Hawk's POV

I suggested the motorcycle ride because I love the feeling of Y/n's body against mine. When we were on our way to the golf course and she laid her head on my back I never wanted her to go away. I know this is all messed up because Y/n is my best friend's girlfriend but I know he doesn't treat her right. He comes over ever know and then to tell me about all the things he does to her thinking it is cool or something like that. However, when I first met Y/n I knew I needed to show her how she should be treated. She is so beautiful and perfect I don't know how Mason can do such a thing. 

She got onto the back of my motorcycle and immediately wrapped her arms around me. The feeling of her breast pressed up against my back and her arms wrapping so tightly around me it made me blush. 

"Ready" I asked her looking over my shoulder. 

"Yes I am" she replied with a smile.

I turned around and started the bike and we took off. I love riding my bike. The feeling of the cool air rushing around me makes me feel free. I have never taken any girl for a ride on my bike. But with Y/n that was the only thing I wanted to do with her. After a couple of minuets of riding I felt Y/n put her head onto my back and lower her arms. My mouth went dry, God does she know what she is doing to me, I thought. I could feel myself getting hard but I mentally told myself now is not the time. How am I going to get through a week of this?

Y/n POV

I loved riding his bike. I loved being so close to him. Whenever I am with him I always feel safe and warm. I never feel that with Mason. I always feel cold and on edge. I like being with Hawk. He makes me happy. I laid my head on his back and dropped my arms to get comfortable. and I felt him stiffen and I heard him swallow hard. I wonder why.

After a hour of riding we finally made it back to his place. I wasn't hungry from just eating lunch not that long ago so we sat on his couch and watched a movie. I was really tired so I just laid my head on Hawk's shoulder and yawned. 

"Are you tired" He asked me.

"Yeah, I should leave soon" I replied with a hint of sadness in my voice

"You don't have to. You can spend the night if you want" He replied blushing and looking away.

My heart literally stopped beating. I can't believe he offered should I take it. I mean it is dark and I do live kinda far away. 

"Are you sure I don't want to be a bother"

"You are never a bother Y/n" he said looking into my eyes, "You can stay over anytime you want"

I thought about it for a moment, "Okay I will stay then" I said and he smiled. 

"Well since you are staying we might as well get comfortable princess" He said smirking.

He grabbed me and made me fall into his chest and he laid back. It was the best thing ever. Me laying down on Hawks chest as he played with my hair. God I wish it could be like this all the time. I thought to myself. I am falling way to fast for this boy.